The Glorious Triumvirate of artists @daniellismore & @vidarlogi bring the poetry of laughter to my sick bed & whisk me off on a #magiccarpet of adventures dreams limitless possibilities & a myriad of majestic moments tug at my heart & suddenly the carefully constructed mask of coping slips! My ability to suspend the truth fails me & the awful reality of my #braintumour & fear engulfs me in the truth & lonely darkness of pain. I miss me....I miss all I once was...& the endless possibilities That stretched before me like the elaborate poetry of a hand made shoe An unopened book A full pot of ink I miss those endless Mayfair nights On Park Lane & Berkeley Square climbing the gates of #mountstreetgardens Giddy with life & burning with literary dreams I miss walking along the mayfair rooftops in historic ballgowns Clinging to chimneypots Searching for clues to other peoples pasts. Now I search the corridors of my memory for #tyneoconnell The me I was...Undaunted, unbowed Brave as a poet, gay as a bee 🐝 The girl who travelled the world alone, Tearing across Libyan deserts on the back of a Harley Davidson Charging across #polofields & strolling around the croquet lawns of life, undaunted by minefields or borders or giving birth without pain relief in a Victorian bath-tub without a doctor & only #Poetry to cling to. But poetry is all I need now, the visual poetry of #ancestral #ballgowns & #jewellery @blushbashfuluk @velveteccentric (at Mayfair) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1wfoGHgdLT/?igshid=a5d8mytneq71