she’s going to hell, isn’t she??? it’s all she can think about as she gives in and kisses him. it’s taken her weeks to break down to this, and even then, she feels cheap, immoral. weeks of rejecting him, scolding him for his advances, for her to just break down into impulse. he’s married, and here she is, kissing him. she doesn't care how broken his marriage is, it’s still a marriage and what she did, it was wrong. he’d just told her he’s leaving his wife, a statement she can’t think of ever being said honestly. still, it’d been enough to let her slip for a moment, for her to kiss him. deeply, pent up emotion in it. it last a couple seconds and when she pulls away she’s left craving him more, but is too guilt ridden to kiss him again. ‘ i shouldn’t have done that. ‘ she manages.