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fuhh donee, :) damn, im making lapis play too much huh.

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Just wanted to make a doodle and end up with these. Muuuhauhayaya, and i kept on saying “look at all these chickennss” while drawing. i had fun.

in my head, the caption for the first photo is.”when you're a mafia boss and earn ridiculous amount of money but your girlfriend still want to work in a maid cafe” ..so this is going in my gangster au. haha. second pic is just a meme..

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[read: right to left] This is my first time making a comic with these type of panels. im sorry if the speech bubble is in a complicated place. im still learning.(◕‿◕✿).

anyway, Lapidot gangster au. how peridot and lapis first met.[part 1\?].

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hello everyone :) . it has been so long since posted anything...okay,

(2019) I was 16, not smart and busy studying for school, my family told me to take a break from drawing and focus in school. Preparing myself for the biggest exam every 17 year old in my country is going to sit for. I really miss posting on tumblr, but my phone was taken away every weekdays. i couldn’t use the family computer because its used by my father and he sat there 24 hours. All the motivation and ideas got held back and as time passes i lost them and the excitement.

(2020) i was 17, senior year .No more playing around, the exam is in November and sh*t, here comes Covid-19. everyone stay at home, school are closed, can’t get out to go shopping, study at home and join online classes and follow SOP.

  I felt stressed, i couldn't hangout with friends, no one to laugh and play with and i didn't attend any of my online class nor did i do the homework. except science class. i like science.

i lost all my motivation to do anything. i didn't know what to draw, and i didn't felt happy drawing my favorite ship, ‘Lapidot’. The ship that brought me to tumblr and started to draw digitally. Soon, i fell in love with show ‘The Owl House.’ and had a new ship ‘Lumity’. Everyone knows Lumity, Lumity is all over the place. i love this ship very much. i really do ,but i couldn't feel happy drawing them. (maybe someday i will). I felt miserable. i drew less, and I didn’t practice. which makes my art  no improvements at all. I felt left behind. My exam that i supposed to sit in November. got extended to February 2021. I got nervous and scared as the date got closer.

(2021) everything went well, i sat in all 8 subjects of my exam. I have graduated from school and now im free...and have the energy to draw again.

i know im not the only one who is troubled. im still a teen and there's still a lot of things to face and so much more emotions and problems that i haven't seen or felt. There's someone out there who is carrying much more heavy problems than i did and that person able to overcome the pain. i take that as a motivation and i believe that i can overcome my problems as well.

If i can, U CAN TOO.

Anyway, i made a twitter acc,(@UCan_Ceilings) where i post my art, mainly my 27 female OC (and counting). ill make lots of gay sh*t with my OC.

Thank you for supporting me all this time and for reading this longgg text, im sorry for the errors in my writings.

-sincerely from the heart (Mqay/ UCan).

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uwu

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5. Living with a Gangster. Lapidot.

Mqay, is known for NoT catching up with any lapidot updates. WthMqay..

I love all of you, stay home stay safe everyone.

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Peridot scandallss, ( first, i just want to draw 3 lapis lazuli. And i end up making this :3.. what comes in your creative, amazing , dirtyjk mind. What kind of story plot in your head. Let me know... please :>)

I love you all, stay safe. °-°

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Im sorry for some wrong spelling and grammar,

Lots of lapidot shippers has move on and yet mqay is still lapidot trasher.

Lapis lazuli who kept peridot in her house, have nothing but treated her well.

Peridot, have no idea who lapis is. Got kidnap and cage in a small apartment house. Lapis would come back home covered in blood everyday..

What should peri do.., run take the risk for her freedom or Stay and get baby by lapis..

So obvious this author have no idea left. Where can i buy one creative brain please.

Future me, hope you get a good idea and continue this story.

Part 2 here

Part 1 here

I love you all. stay safe,