#mr-repellent

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nonsense

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You!!! Hi lovely! ❤️ Three roses gets you three snippets!

This is from the second chapter to an older-ish fic I’ve written

Billy occupies a void in Steve, an itch that has had a vigorous need to be scratched, and finally. He wraps his legs around those hips, tightly as if it's just a mere dream, another dream of them together like this.

But this isn't the same, no doubt with the way Billy holds him, arms wrapped around in a treasured embrace, head aside to press against the crook of Steve's neck, inhaling his scent slowly.

And Steve turns his head to kiss the sides of Billy's face. “Billy...”

Got a fun lil “Truth or Dare” thing in the works

“I said truth, pretty boy, come on.”

Steve laughs at the irritation by the edge of Billy's voice, and turns his head to look at how close he's standing, shoulder by chin.

But Billy's set in just staring straight ahead, ignoring how near they are.

“What's the dumbest thing you've ever done?”

And there isn't an answer for a good long while; it feels almost as if they're just silently passing underneath streetlights for minutes, Billy's heart working overtime as it thrashes around in his chest.

He almost looks... scared, when he says, “Fallen in love.” And he doesn't meet Steve's gaze. Can't look at him now, not when his entire soul just feel so... vulnerable.

And this one I’m particularly excited to finish; it’s from the Neighbors AU I’m slowly working through haha

“You look good,” Steve whispers, as if someone outside could hear him and catch how fondly he smiles.

Billy turns to look at him, licks his lips before they part to allow a little, shy laugh through a too wide and happy grin. “Shut up,” he says and looks back out the window, one hand up to cover how his lips goes from ear to ear.

The other hand goes down to rest on top of Steve's by the gear stick. And Steve lifts up his thumb to brush against tan fingers.

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made a lil gift to cheer up a friend of mine

it's a strawberry pin

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it also feels like i'm missing something

a tiny but really important detail, maybe the main one, according to the social ideals

like i can't function properly without this little something and my time is running out

my youth is running out, my potential is running out, others temper is running out

what should i do

when it will be okay, when we all can just sit down and relax

trying not to panic, cuz panic is useless

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made some posters

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i'm a little dysfunctional, don't you know?

if you push me, it might be bad

get a little emotional, don't you know?

you could fool around and make me mad

i'm a little dysfunctional, don't you know?

if you push me, it might be bad

get a little emotional, don't you know?

might fool around and make me mad

don't make me mad

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weird sequence of events led me to the state in which i am now — lost a lover, lost my friends

im not sure they actually was ones btw

so if this period of my life acts like an educational one, does my odd formula "suffer leads to development" work? sounds kinda masochistic

i noticed that when i was careless my life quality seem to be better, but my quality as a person was really low

then things happened, then i started to learn and transform to a better version of myself and then my carelessness died under the pile of the leaden thoughts

but it's not that bad when i think of it, cuz my carelessness and ease of existence died to reborn one day, when i become experienced and wise enough to take my time to just live without any rush and worries

it takes the will to take the pains of learning life; my harmony with myself will be gained through suffering

and then i'll breath my own air, cuz my existence will be fully paid and sensible