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{  olivier is very routine oriented in his daily life, generally down to the minute. not only does it give him a sense of success and control, but when he goes out he can generally notice the patterns of shops and people around him. this way he can get coffee and run errands either without worrying he will hold up lines with his stutter and get pitying looks - or better yet encounter an employee who knows his preference to avoid speech entirely and rely on his ‘regular’ orders. 

he can deviate from his routine without too much stress, but ollie prefers not to do this too often unless he plans to add the new route to one of his many already curated. ollie loves to see and experience new things but he hates how devalued his intelligence is when his stutter comes into play. outdoor gardens are his favorite ‘spontaneous’ visits to go on. getting lost is the worst thing that could happen to ollie and he will avoid it at all costs. }

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{ @starlyht wants to know: 🌿 What way does your OC show that they care without using words? What way do others show your OC that they’re cared about without using speech? }

Ollie really doesn’t like to talk because of his stutter and many people don’t know ASL so this is actually what he does best! Ollie loves to make himself useful to others. He will memorize schedules of loved ones and how he can care for them. He buys their favorite things to keep around when they come by, he will think about for example if a muse he cares for has an office job, he’ll personally look up how to do a shoulder massage for people who sit all day etc. He’ll make the bed, fold their laundry, make coffee in the morning, have flowers delivered to their place. He tries to make all the little things in life go smoothly for them and bright parts of their day ❤️

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Fighting Style    / Olivier

Bold = Always True  Italics = Sometimes True

fight honorably / fight dirty / prefer close-quarters / prefer range /  chat during /  go silent / low pain tolerance / high pain tolerance / attack in bursts / attack steadily / go for the kill / aim to disarm / fight defensively / bait an opponent’s first strike / strike first /  provoked easily /   provoke their opponent / tease /  get visibly frustrated  / shout while attacking / use strategy / focus on their battle / experience conflicting thoughts during battle / rush in recklessly / try to read their opponent before fighting / fight wildly / fight calmly apathetically / fight with anger / fight with excitement / fight because they have to /  fight because they want to / fight without regard to wounds /  run away when wounded  / hide wounds / take a blow to protect another /   prefer a blade  /  prefer a gun  / prefer a bow /  prefer a shield  /  prefer a spear naginata / prefer a personalized weapon / prefer magic or spells /  prefer brawling  / their greatest weakness is physical /  their greatest weakness is mental / their greatest weakness is emotional / transform for battle  / fight as they appear /  rely on strength  /  rely on speed / use everything they have / hide their full potential / exhaust quickly /  high stamina /  doubt their strength  /  proceed with caution /  behave arrogantly / brag after landing a hit  /  belittle their abilities / use psychological tactics / use brute strength /  avoid civilians /  strike down civilians / damage surroundings  / avoid damaging surroundings / signature fighting style / making it up as they go /  mastered skillset / learning their skillset / fancy footwork / sloppy footwork /  messy fighter / elegant fighter / accept defeat / refuse defeat / beg for mercy / compliment their opponent / insult their opponent /  use unnecessary movements ( flips, twirls ) / move efficiently /  barely move / prefer to dodge / prefer to block /  defend their blindside / has no blindside /  use all available advantages /  strictly use one main method  /  play around  /  hold back /  fight ruthlessly / show mercy /  wait for opponent to be ready / strike when opponent isn’t ready  / fear death  /  fear pain / fear killing /  has PTSD / avoid fighting / has lost a fight / has won a fight / has killed / refuses to kill / want to die standing / would succumb slowly

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{ WHAT FLOWER ARE YOU? }

Forget-Me-Not Nostalgic and introverted, you overthink previous moments in time and sometimes may appear to be a bit in your own world. You are beautifully soft and quiet, speaking freely only around those who you feel most comfortable with. Because of this quiet nature, you are terrified of being left behind, forgotten by those you encounter. A bit melancholic by nature, you tend to forget your beauty, looking up to all of the sunflowers, roses, and cherry blossoms of the world. But my darling, you are what draws the eye down to the pavement and the first to be picked by those seeking comfort. Perk up and appreciate your worth my love

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🙊what would my muse say their biggest flaw is⧱ what really is my muse’s biggest flaw

{ someone asked a question }  { Olivier would say his biggest flaw is his addictions. However, I think this is avoidance on his part, as it doesn't as much address who he is as it does how he deals with trauma. 

 What it really is, is his constant deprecation of his importance and effect in other people's lives. He tries his best to be a positive influence of them but ultimately undermines his own efforts in consigning himself to the thought of being disliked or looked down on before he can even give the other person a chance to prove themselves caring. 

 When Ollie does step outside himself and realize he is taking other peoples ability to even try and befriend him by already boxing them into a category, it leads him to shape up this behavior simply because of the compulsion to not being rude and take away even a part of someone's agency. Then, upon allowing someone to care for him instead of holding them at an arm's length, he can start to realize that maybe he does have more people who care about him than he thinks. That he is someone; someone worth caring about. }

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{ ollie has very mixed father’s day feelings. instead of dealing with them he simply lays on his couch all day and closes the store so he can cry like a jane austen heroine in peace and not be judged}