theres a summer science program that goes across most of western america and my parents have a-ok'd it but... im filling out the paperwork and i am scared im gonna have a panic attack at least once during it. like. its 32 days that i am gonna be hundreds of miles away from home, and there are quite a few encounters w caves and shit. last time i went to a cave i freaked the fuck out so.
HOWEVER it seems like so much fun!!! its as much a camping trip as a science course and theres a tun of cool shit- 3 days of backpacking down the washington coastline, mountaineering, a load of cool shit.
i think im gonna try my hardest to get in. fuck anxiety im gonna kick it in the ass











