I know it's unhealthy to think about the what if's but sometimes I can't help but wonder how'd he be if he was with someone else. Would he be more romantic with them? Would he be more present? Would he try harder for them? Would he overall be more happy with someone else?
Sometimes I feel like I ruined his life. Locked him down. Killed his dreams. Did he settle for me? Was I his first pick? Does he regret our lives together?
Today I'm putting this out into the universe because I am going to not think about this stupid stuff anymore. 👆🏼 All that up there isn't good for anyone to worry about. Healthy thoughts do not contain worrying of your partner regrets or decisions. I don't want negative thoughts anymore. I know that's impossible, but for now on, I'll say them and then let them go!









