I just got a sudden boost of OCD intrusive thoughts and it just reminded me of how truly fucking horrible it is. Because I kind of forgot how much of a living hell it is since I medicated now. I don't know why I got this sudden boost all of a sudden but holy shit it's actually the worst experience ever. Like imagine being forced to view disturbing disgusting images and thoughts and ideas that you can't close your eyes to because they're being projected in your head. Now imagine that 24/7 and it's about your friends and family.












