[ cocktail ] theo gives misha a cocktail ... idk why or what the context is but hello ...
he hates to make things so obvious. not that alcohol sends him into a particular fit, but he still hates it. hates the smell, the taste--it lingers, just like the rot on his skin. he hates when things stay. alcohol always stays. the scent of the cocktail alone sends him back to his childhood days, where his mother would put on her record player and drink herself into a stupor. he avoided her then. he always did.
‘ i don’t drink. ’ he says, and he tips the glass over without a blink.









