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((Well, here I am...))

((Here we go! New Blog, new luck! This is still under construction, but I think I'll be ready to go soon! All previous Headcanon and experiences stay the same, but I am dropping all ongoing threads from top-of-the-stairway-to-maturity, unless you send me a like via submit, which will be open in a moment!))

((Now, as to where I've been... Long story. 

Long story that resulted in me developing a facepalm-worthy fear of my Dashboard and a sick hatred of tumblr culture, among other, very annoying and unnecessary things. After months of dancing around the fact that I couldn't look at my Dashboard anymore and many exasperated friends and two therapy sessions later, I've decided to stop pretending this was going to fix itself, and just start over.

Now all my RP Blogs and my personal blog are operated from a puppet-blog that I am merely using to keep my dashboard nice and clean. I will not tell what the URL of that puppet-blog is, but you'll probably realize it anyway sooner or later if you're actually interested.

From now on I'm gonna be extremely selective with following (not based on quality of a blog or how much I like the person who has it, but entirely on content and whether or not I can handle it), however, me not following you does NOT mean that I don't want to RP to you! I merely have to keep my dashboard small in order to not get overwhelmed and panicked again. I hope you can understand. ^^;

That all said, I am probably going to be RPing a whole lot less than I used to in my prime. I am still looking forward to a nice few fun and engaging threads with you guys!

~Nenilein))

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((A thing about Teddie I think a lot of people miss that the entirety of his being is built around a single sentence. "I want somebody to love me." That's the psychological complex he was born from and everything else about him simply developed out of that.

His ticks, habits, his learned behavior, his likes, dislikes, his personality, how lenient he is with people, how starved for attention and how easily hurt he is, it all comes from his one sentence. 

He's an incarnate need for hugs. As long as he's in someone's hug, he's entirely fulfilled. But as soon as that someone pulls away, he starts feeling lonely again. That's what makes it so difficult for him to rely on himself, rather than others.))

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((What made you pick the AU you have for Teddie 10 years later? <3))

((That is actually a fun question! And one I have a good answer for, too!

You see, I was writing a rather complex fanfic about a scenario 10 years after P4, with Nanako as the protagonist. While going into great detail, it was basically a P5 scenario, with a team mostly comprised of OCs aside from ProtagNanako herself, and set in the backdrop of a world where the existence of Yu Narukami has been erased from history. However, I set it on ice after playing P4U, because I realized that P4U2 was going to be a thing and was likely gonna mess with a lot of concepts I was gonna use.

A thing this fanfic gave birth to was my headcanon for the SCD-Organizations and, with them, Adult Yosuke and Adult Teddie, who sort of acted as a Mentor Team to ProtagNanako&Co (similar to Yukino in P2, except not playable?) of course, there were some differences, like memory-screw causing everyone to have all forgotten about teddie's origins by that point, and the teddie in the fanfic being more human-like as the result of being unaware that he's not actually human. However, aside from that, the character was mostly the same.

When I set the fic on ice, I didn't want to abandon Teddie (and, by extension, Yosuke). I had designed them and put a lot of effort into thinking up their development and details. So I decided to turn 10 years later Teddie and the SCD-concept, with some alterations, into an RP Blog today!

And now, he's my longest-surviving RP-blog! I just fell so much in love with what I've done with him. ^^ For the most part at least~.))

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((I should probably do the RPing thing...))

((However, I have been horribly burnt out by Social Media in general for the past few days, so don't expect too much from me, OK? Just send some asks and don't be shy, but don't expect me to be ultra quick or make long responses. ^^;))

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((I want to do more on this dumb bear, but I don't feel like the effort of clearing out my drafts, especially because there's good threads in there that I really wanna put effort into! Oh boy...

Umm, I'm open to asks, though!!!! Feel free to bother the bear's askbox all you want!))

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velvet-key-magician replied to your post:Open

Urge to reply on Blondsuke increases—-))

((I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHOSE TURN IT WAS ANYMORE *sobbu*))

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nihilfists replied to your post:((RPing, please!))

Our thread is still in my drafts. I’ll get to it as soon as I can. My apologies for the waaait uwu

((It's no problem! I have been inactive because of University work and Persona Q myself...))

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((I'm gonna be RPing tonight.))

((Only new threads and asks though, I still don't feel like diving into my drafts. Persona Q (which I am STILL not done) with has been prevading my thoughts and I need to do some new material (no spoilers, no worries) with Teddie and Lawsuke before I dive back into the older stuff.

I hope that's OK!

Anyway, open for plotting and asks! Come at me!))