#peggy's personal stuff

[peggytheheadsmasher]

... hey so why does Nathan Ford just have. SO many Praying Mantis photo prints on his  bedroom wall in the Morning After Job

i’ve counted 4 for Certain, possibly 5

interesting decor choice Nate

[peggytheheadsmasher]

Today on "as if I don't already have enough garbage I'm going through already":

Probable bed bug infestation!

I am so paranoid that I don't want to sleep in my bed but also don't want to sleep on the couch bc that will destroy my already incredibly in pain back!

This is great and I'm going to have like my 4th emotional breakdown this week

[peggytheheadsmasher]

You ever open your window on a spring day and get overwhelmed with how Alive the earth feels and become overcome with the desire to run away into the woods with an entourage of forest friends and probably also go on a magical quest because you found a cool artifact

[peggytheheadsmasher]

There's something that's. Almost disheartening about how fast I get used to pain. Like last month I was panicking and heavily debating on visiting the hospital about Scary new symptoms and severe pain and now this month I'm feeling the exact same level of pain and going " oh, okay. Well I lived last time, so I'll just suffer for a couple days then be good"

[peggytheheadsmasher]

I think as a Treat for my birthday I will let myself do a 90s teen movie outfit montage except all of the outfits are me looking like a vampire

[peggytheheadsmasher]

Headache from not eating vs stomachache and nausea from food poisoning: Fight

[peggytheheadsmasher]

Hm.

Prayers would be appreciated

I'm having a Withdrawal Symptom™ despite the fact that I haven't been on the medication in at least 2 years and that should be done and over with. But I distinctly am having brain zaps and it's very distressing.

[peggytheheadsmasher]

Hot girl activities for summer!!!!

1. mentally running through your day to try and figure out what made you almost pass out in the shower

2. Sitting on the floor of your kitchen eating turkey slices in the dark (may be substituted for another high protein snack of choice)

3. Take ibuprofen