#perpetually rambling

[perpetuallyuneloquent]

1 FINAL DOWN

[perpetuallyyearning]

i always get a little scared whenever i open this account and see more than 3 notes... my brain immediately goes to "what happened? did i say something and someone didn't like it? did i unintentionally piss people off? is this the day i get hate anon asks? did i post something i shouldn't have?"

only when i find out it's just my mutuals treating my blog like a mini dashboard and spam liking/reblogging, can i release a breath i was holding

[perpetuallyuneloquent]

guys we are not failing the quantum final

[perpetuallyyearning]

i didn't wanna be more sad and pathetic on main so that'll go here instead:

yesterday i got triggered by someone subposting about me and i did what was the internet equivalent of chopping my hair off, as in i deleted files and accounts on multiple platforms without hesitation.

now don't get me wrong, i have zero regrets of doing that cuz FUCK THAT TOXIC ENVIRONMENT. but i just thought that i had made more friends that actually care about me and would notice my absence. one person did and bless her, even if we didn't interact as much, she still hauled ass to her blank tumblr account to ask me where i went.

as for the rest, i guess i was just good riddance. forever someone who is out of sight out of mind.

[perpetuallyuneloquent]

hi guys if i started microblogging about physics on a sideblog is this something you would follow

[perpetuallyuneloquent]

I AM HERE📝 What does your note-taking or sketching or brainstorming process look like? Are you more organized or chaotic about it?🛀 Where and when do you get your best ideas (e.g. while showering, walking the dog, at work, in the car, talking to friends, etc.)?

HELLO ARD

📝 for my note-taking/sketching process: i think it's pretty organized. i like to plan out the whole story before i start writing, although often an entire story will come from one (1) small scene that i daydream about and then kaboom. story. i will usually build my story around these scenes and knit them together, and then start fleshing it out.

🛀 i get my best ideas: in the time i lay in bed trying to fall asleep. last night actually, i was thinking more about the mentor & student dynamics because that's been eating my brain up lately. also, on my morning walks!! it's nice and cold and foggy in the morning, and I'll just put my earbuds in and think about stuff, and often times it's fandom-related hehe

thanks for da ask :D

[perpetuallyuneloquent]

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[perpetuallyyearning]

I will never understand people who follow you, and when you follow back, they'll only stay for maybe a week and then unfollow you. Like? What do you get out of that?