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Sometimes YOU have to tell yourself to got to sleep And sometimes, you have to listen to yourself

I think what people don't understand about perfectionism is that perfectionists don't just think "I need to be first and the best" it's "I need to be first and the best or it doesn't matter and I'm nothing" Like I'm a competitive rock climber and in a lot of competitions you get points based on how far you get on a climb and there are a couple of climbs I'm working on now that I'm literally one move away from finishing and it pisses me the hell off because I've been working on them for weeks and the only thing I can't do is this one fucking move at the end no less. I know somewhere that that's still really good especially because of what grade they are but to me none of that matters because I can't /finish/ it. I can't say I've completed it and to me, that makes me less of a good climber even though not very many people can do what I've done. But because a couple of my friends can and I can't, I'm immediately worse than them. Idk it's just. It's weird and I hate myself.

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High key need a big big hug for a really long time rn

#im so touch starved i dont remember the last time i had meaningful contact with anyone #personal party