Loa
"Why do you do that?"
Carter's voice made him pause in his work, and blue eyes flicked towards the door to see his commander leaning against it's frame, arms crossed. Face hidden by the shadows of his hood, Emile could take the time to appreciate just how tired their commander looked after their last drop. How sometimes, despite only being a little older than Emile himself, Carter looked at least a decade older.
Carter's response was a simple gesture towards the current focus of Emile's attentions, as he moved into the rec room. Emile looked back to his latest art project, another helmet whose previously smooth golden visor was now etched with a carved outline that was slowly being chipped out - another ghostly, grinning death's head. Emile smiled softly, as Carter settled on the couch besides him, the reinforced frame giving a little squeak of protest at the weight of two unarmored Spartan-IIIs, but that was it.
"... Hard to explain," Emile replied, rolling his shoulders and stretching his back before he took up the blade he used for his work again, leaning forward to begin anew the short strokes that precisely whittled away at a little more of the visor's golden finish.
"Try me, Emile," Carter's voice was gentle, but tired, and as Emile glanced at the other Alpha out of the corner of his eye, he understood immediately what his superior was asking from him. Carter was rattled after their last mission, and needed someone to just talk. It didn't matter what the subject, or if it interested him, but the sound of a voice was all he needed right now, and with Kat being a less than stellar conversationalist post-mission, Jun likely occupied with his own burdens, Jorge and Thom attending a debriefing with Holland, that left the notoriously unreserved Emile as his only real solace. "I'm sure I can keep up with the explanation."
"... It's a family thing," Emile looked back to his work, continuing the short strokes even as he spoke. "My family left Earth I think... two, three generations back. Something like that. Settled in a colony with a heavy Haitian community."
"Your family was from Haiti?"
"Do you even know where Haiti is, commander?" Emile's words carried no malice, clearly playful, and to his inner relief he could hear a short chuckle escape Carter as if admitting that Emile had him there. "Island nation, settled by the Spanish and the French, who brought over slaves from Africa. Eventually there was one hell of a revolution, and my ancestors won their autonomy. Obviously it's a hell of a lot more complicated than that, but I'm not a history teacher."
"I follow."
"The African slaves were introduced to Catholicism sure, but they still had their own beliefs, and out of that came vodou, more or less-"
"Voodoo, Emile?" Carter's words bore an undertone of surprise, and Emile mock-scowled at him.
"Vodou, say it right for a start," Emile scolded. "Look, I grew up with it as a part of life, but I didn't say I believed in it. Too much faith, not enough hard evidence for me. But anyway..."
"Can't say I know a lot about it."
"Most people don't beyond pop culture and cartoons with the dolls and the zombie shit," Emile shrugged. "It's complex. There's a creator-god, but the man is busy, so you go to other spirits, loa, instead. It's complex as all hell, I think that's the other thing about it - I don't have time for this shit."
"So, how does this relate to the visor thing, Emile?"
"I'm gettin' there, Carter," Emile chuckled, knowing the uncharacteristic impatience of the other man was simply an attempt to keep him talking without feeling like he was talking to a wall. "When I was a kid, my parents taught me and... Well they taught me all about this shit. Hell, I learned Creole and English at the same time - ain't that a head trip. Never gonna forget the way you moved the first time I played translator for you, with that French lady and her kids. Never seen you that surprised."
"That was something else, I admit," Carter nodded, his gaze occasionally refocusing to watch Emile's work, but otherwise staring off into space as Carter himself slowly began to relax with his unit mate's words to focus on instead of his own thoughts. "It was funnier when you had to keep repeating yourself for her to understand you."
"Well, Creole still isn't French proper," Emile grinned. "Anyway, my parents raised me knowing about all that stuff. Most of it just made interesting stories, you know? But one thing stuck with me when I was a kid - Baron Samedi. I thought that bastard was just the coolest thing ever - he was rude, crude, he screwed with people, he swore all the time, cracked dirty jokes, drank and smoked all the time, and he had a skull for a face."
Carter didn't respond this time, and Emile relaxed slightly at that. The nostalgic undertone of his voice, he figured, was helping to ease the man along.
"Baron Samedi is the loa of death, but he's also the loa of resurrection - he can choose to heal people that are on the verge of death because he's the one who decides if you're gonna enter the realm of the dead at all. And if he decides you ain't gonna die, nothing's gonna change that... but if he decides you're gonna die, he digs your grave and greets your soul on the other side. And once that grave's been dug, nothin's keepin you here."
"So I guess, in a way, this is my tribute to him," Emile tapped the visor with the tip of his blade gently. "And a reminder that I gotta keep a clear head on the battlefield as much as I want to just let loose and make everything hurt as much as you, me, everybody here has. I guess I want to believe in something, so why not believe that invoking the Baron will make sure I don't kill someone who doesn't deserve to die, yeah?"
"... Just when I think I have you figured out, Emile, you turn right around and surprise me you know that?"
"Predictability is overrated."









