help me more. peebee has to consciously take a deep breath to keep from running her mouth. it's an unfortunate , and rather bad habit of hers --- one she's trying to rectify , at least where liam is concerned. everyone else will just have to ... deal with it. peebee has always known she wasn't everyone's cup of tea --- or whatever the hell that human expression was --- they could all take it or leave it , but sometimes her hastily spoken words actually hurt him , and she hates that ...
' you just gotta relax ... ' an ungloved digit comes to lightly poke at the center of his forehead , lilac lips twitching upwards in a half - smile that she hopes is convincing. the truth of the matter is that she's the problem ; untested , unexperienced , and formerly unwilling to learn. it's not like she'd ever wanted kalinda in her head , peebee had already let her into her stupid heart , and that had gone badly enough ... attempting to take her own advice , peebee takes another deep breath , straightening from her slump and rolling her shoulders like she's a boxer limbering up for a cage match. ' maybe we should've gotten you high --- or drunk --- first ... ' it's added as an afterthought --- stalling !! get on with it , peebee !!
her hands shift again , reaching for both of his. ' embrace eternity ... ' this time , liam gets a brief second to note that her eyes go completely black before the images come , almost like a movie shot in a first person perspective ;
it's thessia. perhaps liam doesn't know that immediately , but something whispers it. a much younger pelessaria b'sayle wanders through the vast markets with two older asari , hands clasped with each ; her mother and sister. her mother's resemblance is obvious , though , cass' coloring is noticeably different , her markings distinct. something catches her eye , a small stall selling irssal , the blossoms bright enough to cause pelessaria to break free and bound over. her mother's voice , slightly alarmed but distinctly unsurprised ; ' pelessaria !! ' but she's already ducked and weaved through the crowd , the scent of honey filling the air as she reaches the cart. the asari there grabs a flower , handing it down her with a subdued smile and ----
SNAP !! like a rubber band stretched beyond it's limits , they're wrenched back. no longer on thessia --- not even in the milky way --- they're back on the tempest , sitting criss cross applesauce on liam's beat up old couch , facing each other and peebee ?? she sways. a hand leaves his , fingers coming to lightly press against her forehead ; ' shit ... '
@psychescape said ; ‘I haven’t got it. help me more.’ // ft ; liam kosta && pelessaria b'sayle


















