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This drawing came from a lot of pain and anguish, I know a lot of people will just keep scrolling but I wanted to ramble for a bit. I just got out of a relationship, it lasted one year one month and 10 days. We're back to being "just" friends. Its very difficult for me to open up to anyone really. I gave everything that I physically could just to have it all become shattered, broken yet still and calm. I'm, as of writing this, in a state of limbo. I felt so lost and the only thing I could do is turn to what I enjoy doing the most. Drawing, sketching, studying art and whatnot. Good Morning! is a piece that holds a lot of messages for those willing to look past the retro anime/manga aesthetic. In my mind waking up means to drink the poisonous pain in my heart, that is dealing with what's to come or to just mentally pull the trigger and exile myself from the world. Everyday I make a choice. Is it the right one? Only time will tell. Am I okay? No. I'm am not okay. But i will be, sooner or later, I will smile genuinely again....