Dec 9, 2015
Today is the anniversary of my twin sister's death...
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Today is the anniversary of my twin sister's death...
In the personal life, there is always grief more than enough, a heart-load for each of us on the dusty road. I suppose there is a reason for this, so I will be patient, acquiescent. But I will live nowhere except here, by Ocean, trusting equally in all the blast and welcome of her sorrowless, salt self.
“Ocean,” Mary Oliver
Ok so there was a girl from my old school who was killed last night in a double homocide and sucide, where the guy who killed her and her mom killed himself. I didn't know her that well, in fact I can't remember the last time I talked to her, but, like, holy crap. You never think things like this will happen to you until it's too late. She was only 17 years old. She was going to be graduating at the end of this school year. It's one thing when you hear about this happening to a complete stranger, but when you know the person, it's awful. I can't imagine how it would feel if she was actually a good friend.
Rest in Peace Brianna
It's such a shame to see someone go so young.
Your candle-light ceremony was beautiful, even though I couldn't get myself to get out of the car, It was beautiful. A lot of people showed up.
You will be missed.
Please don't hate me but can I have some nice anons.... today was literally the worst day ever.
It really warms my heart at how much Harmonizers care for each other. Sadly our fandom was a bit shook up today as one of our fandom members took her own life. And it really touched me that a harmonizer actually wrote a song about her and recorded it. R.I.P Harmonizer Brianna ♥ Gone but never forgotten. Fly a precious life gone too soon if I could go back in time oh what I’d do to say you are not alone please don’t go I’m always by your side to know the kind of pain that you had to face for you to say goodbye darling fly fly fly to a place where love will rise above don’t you worry just go on and fly, fly, fly like the angels do my love open our hearts, we gotta find the love I know that we all have inside what’s it gotta take to shake us wide awake to see it’s not alright spread the love we need be the change we want to see so we wouldn’t have to say goodbye my love you are loved but the thought of missing you it breaks my heart darling fly fly fly to a place where love will rise above don’t you worry just go on and fly, fly, fly like the angels do I’ll be missing you
To Harmonizers
I'm very deeply sorry for your loss. I myself am not a harmonizer, but I will be here to help you through this. I love you all and I hope you all stay strong. My inbox is always open and it'll be that way forever. Don't give up on yourself. She's in a better place and even though it seems hard now, but we are here for you no matter what.
My heart really hurts right now, nobody should ever feel like they have to take their own life. Nobody, not ever. Harmonizers, i'm here for you guys. This fandom as a whole is here for you guys, if you need ANYTHING, drop it in my ask and we'll talk through it together. I'm so sorry guys. Rest easy Brianna, you'll be missed down here beautiful.