#s33rofh34rt

[commander-ledi]

s33rofh34rt replied to your photo: “there was about two hours between the second and third photo. first...”:

ARE YOU OKAY??

it happened like two months ago. im still recovering from that but im mostly ok

[sleepyspoonie]

s33rofh34rt replied to your post:right now gender for me is a little confusing. sometimes i feel female and sometimes i feel male and sometimes i feel something that doesn't fit with either of those. but anyway, today i had to fill out some forms. they weren't medical, they were just for some classes and w/e. there was a box for gender and of course it only had male and female, so i gritted my teeth and checked female but it made me really uncomfy. what should i do in future situations like that?

Hey. Im a Gender fluid person who Mainly Identifies as a female. Let the next person who asks you something like this know that if It isn’t medical, Just don’t check any of it. Just go with what flows until you figure out your gender Identity.

[kuekuekuri]

AHHHH! I just found you and your Sollux is perfect!! Keep it up! You are my new headcanon!

Thank you~

[the144ring]

The Would-Be Thirty-Fourth Player

s33rofh34rt... Athesia. You are the MAID of LIGHT.

Though this title is different from your URL, I do hope that you will understand my logic after a short explanation.

Maids, of all of the classes (short of Muse), are the players that have the strangest personality. You said that you were modest, which is a natural trait for a Maid, and that you get along with others. However, at the same time, you said that you were an actress, posing for 10,000 cameras, even though most were just in your head. Maids feel a very strange sort of compulsion to be perfect-- not in the way of a Prince, Thief, or Rogue-- but in the sense that they have to be exactly what other people expect if them; nothing more, nothing less.

Going off of this, you described yourself as sad and lonely. Your exact description was that, "just because you smile all the time doesn't mean you're happy". Maids will shoulder some of the largest burdens without letting on to it (as shown with Damara suffering under Meenah's torture, among other things). Interestingly, though, you said that you seek out people with more positive emotions because you feed off of the energy around you. Maids are sensitive to their friends and session-mates, and you are no exception.

There are a couple of reasons as to why I judged you as a Light player. You said that you could "see visions", and predict what was going to happen in someone's love life. Your classpect, phonetically "made of light", could mean that you are literally made of light, or alternatively, "made of knowledge"; and this explain a few things about what you told me. Light players find forgiveness to be difficult, if only because they'll never forget transgressions. You said that you and your friends were what lurked in the darkness, even though you are (ironically) made of light. You worry frequently about both the past and present, as Maids often do, and you have a problem with pausing and using "uhm" and "uhh". Your classpect, with this evidence, is suiting.

Your challenge as a Maid is to learn that you won't be forgotten. Though it is your worst fear to be left behind, you must seek out people that you can rely on to be there for you, and trust them to have your back when you need them the most. As a Light player, your goal is to make sure you don't get off track and chase false victory. As a Maid of Light, however, your ultimate challenge is to learn how to personify "light". This could be knowledge, luck, or even just "optimism". Whichever form of this light you choose to give off, you must pursue it diligently. It won't be easy, as no true title challenge is.

With the responses you've given me, this title is appropriate. I hope you agree. If not, I'd be interested to hear your thoughts on the matter. Please, let me know.