∞: Is there something about your muse that has been constant throughout their life? ✘: What are your muses pet peeves?
∞: Is there something about your muse that has been constant throughout their life?
Thematically, it’s been the moon. Whenever he’s gone through a major turning point or suffered a great loss in his life, he’s seen a moon shaped like a skull grinning down on him. The moon is basically his ultimate fear of being abandoned and of the unknown. It’s tied to a poem that he fears, To The Moon by Shelley: “Art thou pale for weariness / Of climbing heaven and gazing on the earth, / Wandering companionless / Among the stars that have a different birth, - / And ever changing, like a joyless eye / That finds no object worth its constancy?”
Less abstract and more grounded, another constant has been the constant reminder that he’s basically an outcast among both humans and other lycans. Lycans still carry the stigma of having been predators of humans in the past, and are hated by them. Because he also chose to socialize with humans, other lycans think of him as ‘domesticated’ and a traitor. The last point is what caused his personality to turn into the nihilist drunk emo that he is.
✘: What are your muses pet peeves?
The first and most obvious one is when people call him ‘Fido’ or make references that make him sound like a pet. Because anything that reminds him of his situation sets him off into a rage, and he actually takes those words to heart due to a past falling out with another lycan due to him becoming a ‘pet’ for another human.
He also hates people taking advantage of someone too weak to do anything. It’s hypocritical, considering the fact he likes to toy with his targets to break them down completely before he finishes them, but he’s well aware of that fact and doesn’t care about it. Anyway, it’s more specifically a hatred of those who take advantage of people he thinks are innocent. This stems both from an empathy he shares and from recollection of the same happening to him.
A more toned down annoyance has to do with people ordering him to do something. He is an edgy fuck.