#sei rambles

[seifetyroom]

The way their eyes are always glued on each other and they look so fond and happy and in love I'm so sick of them

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[your-bed-calls-to-you]

yo this is @sw-seibellissima (aka @doodlesei) I finally made a Griftlands sideblog, idk why I didn't earlier lol

will be posting my future griftlands content here, in addition to reblogging to my art blog

[seijungii]

new year new me new bullshit!

hello! not many people follow me here, especially because i basically just use this tumblr to post direct links to ao3 and hope ppl read my stuff lol, but if you have read my stuff, thank you so much. 

i haven’t written fic/anything In General for a hot second, especially stuff in 2nd person (always been kinda uncomfy w/ it) so it means a lot that somebody out there has been enjoying my stuff!

i do have another jjk fic in the works, aside from deeds, not words that ive been making myself work on in the meantime bc my time management is absolutely atrocious. to be honest, I don’t plan on posting it until I’ve finished it in its entirety bc i dont trust myself to post it chapter by chapter.... and write in a sequential order lol. if you’ve read deeds, not words, then u know i am very small brain.

ok that’s enough of me rambling anyways thanks if u follow me and read my bullshit. here’s a sneakpeek of the gojo x reader fic ive been workin on 

You’ve always planned a life of stability and normalcy.

Graduate at 24. Meet a nice guy and get into a steady relationship. Stable job by the time you’re 26. Get married at around 28, have two kids by the time you’re 33, and hopefully live a long and prosperous life before dying peacefully at home surrounded by your loved ones.

Then Gojo Satoru enters your life and fucks that all up.

Your head hurts like shit.

“Another migraine?” 

“...I’ll live.” You let out the longest sigh in existence as you pull out a bottle of Advil from your office drawer, downing 2 pills before clicking through a new exam chart on your computer. “Next patient is… Gojo Satoru? Anything I should know beforehand?”

Your medical assistant hums as she looks up from her computer near yours. “Nothing too important, really—I think he’s just here for a yearly physical. Oh, but he’s super hot.” 

A laugh escapes your mouth as you tug on a white doctor’s coat that’s a size too large. “No flirting with patients, Maeda-kun.”

“Oh, come on.” Maeda-kun rolls her eyes as she places her hand on her chin, giving you a teasing smile. “Haven’t you ever seen an attractive patient and thought, maybe just once?”

You snort at that, opening the office door to head towards the exam room. “Risk of losing my medical license aside, it’s hard to find someone attractive once they’ve started telling you about their explosive diarrhea.”

That leaves Maeda-kun wheezing with laughter, and you give her an exaggerated shrug before finally making your way to your morning patient.

You trudge your way down the hall, suddenly wondering if you should have taken an extra Advil for good measure. Even though you’ve always had a rather weak body (it being one of the main reasons you ended up studying medicine), you still haven’t gotten used to the migraines, aches, and fatigue that’s plagued you since birth.

Standing in front of the door, you take a deep breath, massaging your temples and rehearsing a well-practiced smile before finally entering the room.

“Good morning!” You chirp, raising your voice just a half-pitch higher so it’s welcoming, but not overly eager. “Gojo-san, is that correct?”

You’re greeted by a shock of white hair as the man sitting on the hospital chair in front of you looks up from his phone with a grin. “Yep, that’s me!”

“Great! I’m Doctor (L/N).” You reach out to shake his hand, giving him a once-over before taking a seat in front of the computer. He looks pretty healthy, and Maeda-kun’s pretests had shown perfectly normal numbers for a 27 year old male. It should be a quick and easy exam, leaving you extra time to go over previous X-Ray scans with your next patient. 

“I’ll have the pleasure of being your doctor today. So, what can I help you with?”

“Please, the pleasure is all mine.” He pulls off his sunglasses, shooting you a wink as he slides them into the collar of his shirt. 

…He’s hot, you think, before quickly correcting yourself. He’s not that hot.

The first thing you noticed were his collarbones. Those goddamn collarbones. You never really understood why people found them attractive, but the way they peek out just above his shirt collar is just enough for you to consider changing your mind. And he’s not wearing a tight shirt by any means, but the long-sleeve he’s wearing fits just right around his shoulders and torso so that you can tell—the man works out.

Then there are his eyes. The moment he took off his sunglasses and winked at you, you knew that this wouldn’t be the easy exam you thought it would be.

His eyes are a shade of blue you’ve never seen before, perfectly contrasted against his white eyelashes. It’s the color of the sky on a clear day after a harrowing storm, the color of a lake with more still lurking beneath its depths.

You feel like a deer in headlights. A very attractive pair of headlights.

[survive-their-narcissism]

Wow, people have been following me? Thank you!

I've been busy trying to find a new place to live. I think I may have found a place although I'm not too happy about it... It's small, there's no cooking space and the washing machine is outside. I wonder if in other countries people even have washing machines outside their homes? Anyway

It's really not where I'd ideally like to go to but it's the only place close to my doctor I could find. I can't have a car so I'll be walking and it's probably a bad idea to find a place far away and have to come by train... I don't even think I can ride a train during a flare up.

This place is also on the second floor... I wanted first floor since sometimes I can't walk but also there's no point in finding a first floor room far away and needing to do all the moving around, cause like, I will need to go to the doctor. So I don't really think I have much of a choice here... I'll talk to staff tomorrow and see what they think.

I'll likely be needing to go to a psychiatrist again soon. It's been a while and my first one was really bad so I'm not looking forward to it.

A doctor came to the facility this week to talk about the girl who committed suicide last month and I didn't react very well to that... I was sorta numb to it until the subject was brought up. Apparently I am still a little in denial about it.

*sighs*

[seijungii]

hypoglycemia ch6 still a wip but hey its 3k words rn

deeds not words chapter 14 coming uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :)

[seijungii]

pause bc hypoglycemia is so good and i'm already so hooked. ty for the food 😳🤲🏻

HHHH TYSM ALWAYS GLAD TO PROVIDE™️

[seijungii]

just finished chainsaw man feeling like shit in this chilis tonite

[seijungii]

oh shit oh fuck 100+ followers y’all are wildin!!!!!!!

tysm for reading my word jumbles. ik i dont interact a lot on tumblr but likes/reblogs/comments/literally everything are just as appreciated :)))))

uh also midterms are railing me in the ass rn so hypoglycemia might not have an update this week. lol