“I've done a terrible thing. I didn't do it, but... I did it. I don't know how how it happened, or when it happened but I've fallen in love with someone I'm not supposed to be. I've fallen in love with someone I even shouldn't stare at her or fall in love with her, as they say. I can't even tell you, I can't tell you. Let alone telling, I can't even look at your face. I've no one to talk to other than you. I've no one to have a heart-to-heart chat or take advice from, and you know I'm not the type who easily takes advice. But this time it's different, for the first time neither my mind nor my heart is enough to explain this madness. This's madness. Every time I see her, it doesn't matter if I see her or not, every time she smile at me, when she lean on my shoulder and cry, do you know how that feels like? You know when I was a kid, when a nail with rust went down on my finger, now that nail sinks into my heart. I can't do it. Mom, I can't do it. I can't. I'm telling myself to stay away, I'm turning my back, I'm telling to myself to go. And then whatever happens I find myself with her again. I tell myself it's not good, but I can't take my eyes off her. My eyes, my heart... It's like my will, my mind, my logic is being pulled aside. Then it's only me and her. As if I've forgetten who I'm, as if I'd forgetten it was no good, and then for a moment it's just her and me. Her and me... Is that love, mom? Trying to be in that moment forever, is this love? Me and her. Us.”
A love story that began in the cemetery and was fulfilled there.
YağHaz's lovestory will always be my favorite from the all turkish series what ever I watched. Deniz Baysal and Çağlar Ertuğrul in Fazilet Hanım ve Kızları have such a good chemistry through the series, which bought me firsthand.
And this love confession it's just... wow. I can't have any word.
