Oct 10, 2022
The many phases of being Sheena
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The many phases of being Sheena
This is the DMG I’ll be modding. I’ll upload the finished product once it’s 100% complete.
Martial Arts
So, I finally decided, I'm going to take up a martial art when my period ends and I get my next paycheck! I'm so so so looking forward to starting to work out, and I'll get to use my cute workout outfits seriously! No more collecting dust in my closet! Yay!
A little think piece.
Lately I feel like my brain has shifted, and I'm more focused on community outreach than on my individual self. It's so weird because I'm the kind of person that highly values my education, but my brain (chemistry, astrology, wtv) has decided that the imminent danger of my fellow black and brown americans far surpass my own personal gain.
It's weird, I wasn't raised like this and never really gave much thought to other people, because people never really gave much thought to me, so I'm having trouble understanding where this sudden passion came from.
Im clearly not opposed to it, not at all, but I'm surely wondering where it all came from, and what I can do to start making changes in the place that I live to make it safe for everyone.
Weird People in my life
I'm always going to be the one to support you. So when you block me or cut me off, you're a fucking weirdo. I haven't done anything to you- so I hope you're happy not having the one person who never turned their back on you.
Update
I haven't written in a long time. I graduated AMP school. I'm working towards getting my certificate.
I'm happier with my body. I get more tattoos. I get more piercings. I work more.
Things are starting to work out in my favor (not that they hadn't before) but im still glad things are working out better for me in a way that I can understand.
I'm back on my skincare journey. I got a bunch of face masks and some new toner. I'm going to get rid of my dark marks this year! if it's the last thing I do. I'm also saving up for my tattoo, and I have to just suck it up and work a little longer each day so I can do what needs to be done, but MAN do I hate staying at work. I'm also drinking a lot of kombucha as of late and it sure does fix my stomach, I really love that my stomach isn't bloated and distended all the time like it used to be. I have to focus harder on taking care of my body and that means eating a little cleaner, and figuring out what hobbies I can have that are physical. I love, and I do mean LOVE the idea of doing ballet, fencing, and boxing, but none of those line up with my school schedule. It's so unfortunate but it can't be helped. Education is most important to me right now. That and my skincare.
Perfume?
I go through phases where I need perfumes and not like, the regular ones you can buy at bath and body works, like the really, nice, expensive perfumes. I want to get myself the Chanel N19. Maybe I will? But I also have to decide if I want more piercings or not.