#shhdd

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It kills everything it touches

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Everyone i pray for i pray for bc god must be the only thing left that can help them but now everyone on my prayer list dead and its all my fault and i killed them for praying

And now i know god hate me bc i came from hell and this the proof

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Dverything that make everyone else happy make me unhappy

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Food just disgusting now i cant tjink abt eating w out gagging all i see is just mucosy vomit mush all over and the tastes and textures so sickening

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Prevention

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I vant remember how many times ive tried to kill myself been uncountable

What if i died every time and in just gonna keep doing this ove and over forever bc im in purgatory

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Someone else doing that

Thats not me thats someine else

I didnt do that

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It feel like im always tiptoeing on cracks and brrathing in monoxide and rifles aiming at the back my head and im never gonna feel safe