this couldn’t be real even if you wanted it to be
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this couldn’t be real even if you wanted it to be
It's been a year since i left, and I still haven't forgiven myself for leaving them behind, unprotected--
im not your enemy, so who are you pretending to be?
To the older siblings who went no contact with one parent or both while your sibling(s) were growing up. Does that guilt ever go away? My little brother is eighteen today and I didn't see him grow up nearly as much as I wanted. Rarely saw him. He is a stranger I would die for. Does the guilt ever go away? Maybe it is worse because I have five younger siblings I watched grow up because I was perfectly fine with my mom and still am.
As I get older I experience less and less of my younger sibling's life, I am now left wondering if I was a bad sister? they are going to grow up away from me, it will soon be two years of his life that I have missed...but how much did I miss when I was around them... bruh
I hate this feeling
Me, the youngest, born a ‘rainbow child’ and raised catholic
Oh honey I feel guilty for even existing, every time I leave my room I guilt trip myself