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[anorexicexistence]

Today is a very special day because 36 years ago this man came into the world. I don't know how is it possible to feel this way about a person I haven't even met but I think that this is part of the beauty and the craziness of him. He has become so precious to me and I just want to dedicate a little part of my time to him. When I was thinking about what to write in this kind of letter, I decided to find a photo of him, stare at it and get inspired. But then, I realized that I couldn't be more inspired by him. I realized that I couldn't be more surprised by his charm because I have already stared at his face, at his eyes so many times to learn every features and recognize every traits among billions of others. Let's be honest, the first thing you see in him is his exaggerated splendor and such blue eyes. Sometimes I get really mad and I wish he had been a little uglier, because people don't see him, people don't get him. All they think about is that he is the nth good-looking American actor, remembered only for his attractive body by a bunch of little girls. The truth is that there is such a huge world behind him, behind those blue eyes. A huge, fantastique and unique world. He's an activist, a conservationist, an ecologist. He loves animals. He created a foundation to help young people by making them aware of bullying, by giving them a voice, by getting them overcome their pains through puppy therapy. He believes in a better world. He believes we can change this planet, this society and make them more sustainable and safer. He thinks that world's youth is the most undervalued, underappreciated and underused resource that we have. He thinks that young people are truly the future. He doesn't listen to them only because he has to do it. He listens because he's inspired by them, because they have the creativity and the power to improve this world. He listens because he wants to give them an amplifier so that their voices and ideas can be heard. He listens because "it's quite an incredible thing to watch them grow and change". I am the opposite. I find myself believing that nothing can or will change, that people only hurt other people. I find myself watching all the bad things in Earth and thinking that we can't do anything about them. And I hate myself for these thoughts, eventhough they are only a consequence of every bad thing that has ever happened to me in my short life. But then, I find some new photos, some new videos of this man and I start seeing the beauty hidden in every little detail. Then I find myself thrilled to create something useful for others. I find myself excited about my life and my future. This is the power of this amazing human being. He truly has the ability to walk into a room and inspire every person in it. He is pure at heart. He is amazing in every condition. But he is amazing as ever when he's in love. When he devours his own life with passion and rage, as if it could end in a flash, and actually it can. When he has this look in his eyes that makes you see everything in vivid colours. When he has the ability to get you throw yourself headlong into life. When he's a bit drunk. When he is seductive. When he knows to be sexy. When he doesn't know how to spruce. When he wears an undershirt, the thing most "tamarra" -like we call it in Italy-in the world. When he wears smoking, white shirts and hats. When he has that satisfied smirk. When he smiles and raises the corner of the lips. When he is happy. When he fulfills his dreams. When he is so serious because he has the chance to talk at Washington or in front of the President. When he plays the guitar. When he acts. When he is funny. When he is a poet. When he plays with his pets. When he is so full of joy, of life, of dreams that he seems to burn. I don't know if I can be in love with him, but I sure as hell am in love with his soul and I think it's pretty the same thing. I wish you all the best. I wish you get everything you deserve. Because you deserve everything. You has a heart of gold. Happy Birthday, my incredible Hero. ps: I can't wait to study Nietzsche at school only to figure out why you love him so much that you call your dog by him.

[dylohbrien]

baby looking fine