#so yeah pls help

[random-bean-allie]

Does anybody in the Kinnporsche fandom know anything about Time and Tay (Tae? whatevs) in the books??

Like.... Are they even there at all? And if so, how are they and what is their story like? The same? Different?

[chai-lattesaretasty]

A week ago

Its been 5 days, a couple hours,

not that i’ve been counting

You’ve held your breath in for so long

the clavicles on your sternum vibrate

down your fingertips

like your nerves naw through the moles on your hands and

I understand

Its been a week since you’ve willingly seen me

and you might be asking,

how could i- let these fossil fuels blow and not scrap the kaft left behind

how could i- let it,

so whenever you passed by each other

the grout of the walls dissipated at

the edges of this classroom I grasp for any solution

like an inexperienced beekeeper, trembling at the fact one wrong move and an entire colony is gone

I might as well have killed every sunflower stem that birthed orche leaves

and these spirits evaporate underneath the paper on this poster board you’ve fixated on the entire class, blowing the dog-eared edges

I figure i cannot pant, I cannot whine

when your honey laced eyes fossilize at the sight of me

but a week ago,

just a week ago i knew ecosystems

of your thoughts inhabited your irises

and against my shoulder whenever you rested your head

it was as natural as a bee swaying its puff from one flower to another

and the buzz of the pollinators were like

the first syllable of your last name

Z-

it would be a whisper in the back of my throat, lingering by the classes’ doorframe

by the steps outside the bus lanes

i’d ask the same question every-time

‘are you okay?’

she always responded in a soft cut of her voice, that week ago

“mhm, Im okay”

she has never been a great liar

the dusk pooling at the bottom of her irises dyed the fabric on her jacket that day i was told not to worry about it

but Its been 9 days, 3 hours, and 10 minutes

not that I’ve been counting

[finalbarbiegirl]

I’m gonna try and go to sleep but do you guys have any tips on how to deal with nightmares or delusions (I know they aren’t real but they still are terrifying)

[kingrenly]

hey musical theater tumblr what's the best recording of les mis i'm asking for a friend

[adocilecat]

can someone cheer me up im sick and i took a pill