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A B B Y O U T H E R E?
song teaser!! yes im back to making songs lmao :P
FINALLY A SONG DEMO- I mean, ahem, this is a song I wrote a while ago, recorded a couple of months ago, and here I am with only the demo right now. The official song is coming soon, I am happy to share ^^
The topic of the song is based on the feelings of inadequacy, burnout, and anger, because feeling like you're not enough is like a raging sea, tossing you in all directions, in search of something, or someone, who will make you feel like you bring something important to this world.
Being a very personal topic for me, I hope it is raw enough to reach you, as you may have also felt these feelings in your life, or still do.
All I can say is, it's not forever. It's not that they magically pass but as soon as you become aware of the problem, you can shift your feelings of worthiness from depending on someone else or some standards to something more relevant. I can't say you should be the one you seek for worthiness, because even we can be our harshest critics. Instead, realize that you are perfect the way you are, and think about the fact that you were made this exact way for a reason, and no one is exactly like you. Embrace this truth, and let it take you heights :)
I wish to see that day someday too. One step at a time, I'll make it
-Ming
When I say next chapter will have “good shit”...
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• A deceptive, duplicitous dance. Your dance partner welcomes to you with loving, cloudy eyes. Be elegant and graceful, or you may dance to your impending death.
• Do not let their lies and sadness penetrate your heart. For even though they may be real, they are simply there to distract you and let you misstep in agony.
• Your shoes are withering, and your feet are blistered. Your throat croaks in pain without water, and your body exhausted without food. And yet, you must preserve on.
Or else he, will meet you at death’s door.
Oblivion Ch37 Chapter Preview (2/???)
“Girl of Taijiya.”
The voice was Kaede’s, though the old woman had not moved from where she sat vigil, had not even opened her eyes.
Sango mutely stared, stared first at the old miko’s rigid, unchanged meditation pose, and then stared down at the only remaining death shroud…
Gods above me, Sango thought with a strange elation and not a little horror, they’re trying for two souls, aren’t they? They did the impossible with just one and they’re going to try it again and that’s why Kaede can’t break her focus even now because - because whoever that is under there -
“Take her out of here.”
Sango told herself that she was not following these women’s orders when she darted forward and seized the trembling youkai girl in her arms, spiriting her down the dark hallway and out of visibility or earshot.
It wasn’t following orders.
And it certainly wasn’t out of concern for this girl, this girl who was so beastlike and terrifying and yet so demanding of pity as she shrieked and struggled and fought Sango with everything her weakened body could dish out.
It was pure self-interest.
Because Sango wasn’t sure she was ready to see what lay beneath that second shroud either.
