NOW
It's funny how things could change over just a second, a day, a month or even within a year. As we grow old, we notice so many changes in our lives. Your favorite tv shows that we used to watch seemed changed, the habits that we usually do during semestral breaks are archaic, things we buy doesn't seem so important anymore. It's like we've changed into a different person. But we we're just growing, we we're just finding meaning in everything that we do because we want something that could matter, that find who we truly are.
The burning passion that we had was going downhill. Going back and forth, because we seem lost in track. Finding that burning passion for one last time, finding that same version of yourself seemed so difficult. But we know within ourselves we have found that little puzzle, we are all just afraid of what's coming after that. That if we chose to take the risks, Will it be worth it? Will it changed everything? Or regrets will haunt us forever?
There are so many questions yet we are not doing it, we haven't even tried it. Because at the end of the day, life is short. Make the most out of everything. It must be tiring doing the same thing over and over again. It must be tiring to do things you don't want to do. It must be tiring wearing masks. It must be tiring pretending that we're okay, that we are someone shoulder to cry on but we are the one who needed a shoulder to cry on. We are so dependable to the point of we don't have someone who we can depend on. We all want to be free, to be follow the path that we want. Follow our deepest desires, of what our heart really wants.
To someone reading this message, I just want to say that no matter what people tell you, no matter how many times people their opinions. Always remember that its your life, all your decisions doesn't need someone's opinion because it will all fall onto you. You will be the one to decide, not your family, not your friends or boyfriends or girlfriends, but you. They are just guardian angels to guide you, not to push you what to do.
If you want to do something, do not be afraid always go for it. Failure will be alongside but failure is part of growing. You will continue to grow, just like a flower that keeps on blooming, that keeps on pouring seeds.
Do it now, because maybe its your time.
-yoshi
