#spnvan22

[heller-cockles-truther]

Jensen's face when Rob mentioned special guest, Mish's smile 💙💚

[scrivenette]

HELP FIND MY JOURNAL--REWARD FOR RETURN

On 1/30/23 I was on flight UA510 Newark>Orlando & left my journal in the seat pocket. Includes longhand writing inside, photos (including from SPN VanCon 2022--me w/Jensen Ackles and Misha Collins), editorial cartoons, tweet print-outs, washi tape decorations & is precious to me. My name & address are on inside front cover. I'll reward whoever returns it to me either with $100 to the returner or to their favorite charity (charity, not political cause). Please be kind enough to share this post as far and wide as you can. The notebook is a Cognitive Surplus softcover lined notebook, 6"x9", and looks like the above, with a ribbon glued into it as a bookmark.

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[the-rollerchloster]

I finally got into the office to scan my ops from Vancouver, and thought I'd share them.

The diagram I showed them for this was laughable, but I love how it turned out. I didn't explicitly ask for Misha's dom-brow, and I low-key love his disinterest anyway. I should have done this one second, so I might have actually got a smile out of him for this one for my @sunshineshellers fam, but either way, the experience was amazing!

I wimped out on my second one with just Jensen, he's just too radiant, and everything moves so fast. There's definitely a reason some of the best ops come from people who go to lots of cons!

These are my others: Kim & Bri are both more beautiful IRL (obviously!) and you hear Kim before you see her! 😂 AlCal is the actual best! I loved him before, and I love him even more now! 💖 And Rob, precious Rob - that op started it's journey with me as R2M, but then after two cancellations (one I fully expected, and the other I begged to not happen) I had to take the opportunity to make a call back to a message I sent to the Kings of Con patreon back in May. For reference, piking is like flaking out... I was six wines deep when I sent the original message and forgot to filter my slang. 🤣

Anyways - Vancouver was amazing! Of course, the best part was meeting @abi-in-cosmos in the real world! She exists! I've seen her, I've touched her, it was incredible!! 🤩

[godstiel-is-based]

Anyway I have also something positive about Jensen's take on Dean's feelings. Although I think what actors say is 100% headcanon unless they're reporting writers' directions, the image of Dean with the head in his hands for hours unable to get off the floor, not only hurting about the sheer loss but because he wanted to tell Cas "I love you too" is extremely powerful. Ok, it HaSn'T tO bE sExUaLiSeD (who would sexualise it tho) but it's so strong emotionally. Dean wanted so much to tell Cas he loved him too that the regret is as painful as the grief of the death. Those were really deep feelings... it's tragic that Dean limited himself so much in his words while feeling so much inside and naturally this regret ends up being his greatest one. I wish they explored that on screen, it's a realistic outcome for Dean and his storyline. Obviously it should have pushed him to character development and not to suicide, life is already full of meaningless pain, in fiction pain should have a role in the plot.

It's a beautifully tragic parallel to Cas who dies happy because he's got the freedom to express his feelings while Dean lives with a heavy heart because he didn't get the same opportunity. And it has been foreshadowed by the scene with Rowena in 15x08.

[kindathewholepoint]

The catch phrase for my SPN Vancouver ops was “Plan B.” I went into the con with credits from Gen and Rich canceling and a Jensen solo, J2 and Baby, and a J2M. Used the Gen and Rich credits to buy a Jared/Misha and the Rob & Ruth. Then with Jared canceling due to COVID, three of my five ops had to be traded in. But Plan B turned out pretty okay :-)

I had a reference photo for this op and I went in and was looking down to get my hand situated and then looked up and my brain went “eeeek, why is he looking at me? Oh, right, because I told him to.” LOL 

This is a photo of me laughing at Jim’s comment that the people ahead of me looked like they were wearing Jared’s clothes (they were very tall people wearing plaid - he was not wrong).

[horrorcas]

love when stuff like this happens 🤗

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[heller-cockles-truther]

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[heller-cockles-truther]

Look at Jensen leaning towards his Misha 💚💙

Also couple behavior because most of the time Jensen is a little leaning towards Misha and looks closer to Misha in height, rarely we see him stand in full height so the difference is visible like here, it couples behavior when the one who is taller makes himself shorter to make it more comfortable for both, I sometimes forget who height difference it's visible 💚💙