It's getting to the hot part of summer where I'm sweaty in my room 24/7 and I either keep my door open and risk overwhelm from my siblings/house noise, OR I keep it closed and absolutely get overstimulated by how disgusting the heat makes me feel

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It's getting to the hot part of summer where I'm sweaty in my room 24/7 and I either keep my door open and risk overwhelm from my siblings/house noise, OR I keep it closed and absolutely get overstimulated by how disgusting the heat makes me feel
You go out to cons and gatherings and just meet other creatures, you learn and you experience new things and make new friendships. You're not clicking the profile of someone who you thought was cool and anxiously making sure you're not gonna get yelled at if you follow them, instead you're just talking. You're learning about each other regardless of the nitty gritty. Everyone in your dni exists in real life, and yes more often than not they are the kind of individual you'll find yourself sneaking away from a loud con environment with, settling down at a nearby park in your fursuits, laughing on the swings and debating if you wanna stop by the smoothie shop you spotted on your way down before you get back to the group of congoers you were hanging with before. And you'd probably exchange contact info before taking your leave the next day, because regardless of your differences you had a really fun time
(taken from another post of mine because I think this is a good standalone message mhmhm)
Need everypony following on my main to cool it on dnis because many of them I wanna moot up but I feel like I can't because I fall under that list. But they seem relatable and respecting enough to keep in my space so there's just this big wall of thick air I can't cut and form connections through. WHICH IS SILLY BECAUSE IT'S MY SPACE AND THEY (a general "they") FOLLOWED ME FIRST BUT. STILL!!
The curses of not explaining myself and every little thought, opinion, and identity I've had and having beings in my space who have something I align with on their dni like at least once following me and me not wanting to feel like i'm lying for being closed off with these things and also not wanting to disappoint others if I DO end up mooting them up
Do we see why dnis absolutely suck in spaces like these like.holy shit. Should not be feeling so anxious about this so often the amount of times I do at all
My (lifelong) spinterest in my little pony has helped me as a plural collective with communication and togetherness so so much and the more I think about it the more sense it keeps making to me, and the more thankful I feel for it
I just think of this image whenever I get blocked or unfollowed on main and it makes me feel better
Especially because RD is very much my little chinchilla bat so
Are uu sure you're supposed to be
Reading somepony else's diary??
I hate how loud noises physically HURTT. owowid owie
Amyways happy gay month cause' you gay and stuff, I say. looking into the mirror