PREVIEW: Chapter 18
Chris
My mind is jumbled as I enter Tyga's room. I hear him take a sharp inhale of breath as I pace around the room. "Sit man" he says.
“I don’t know what to say. I mumble, taking a seat near the window. I stare out it, looking at nothing in particular, just to not meet Tyga’s eyes. “What would you do in my situation?” I begin, “Using Syd as example. I’m your boy, your homie, shit man best fucking friends! And I suddenly come up to you” I continue, “Oh shit hey man, I got your girl pregnant.” I turn to Tyga, watching his face go from neutral to pain in seconds. ‘Good’ I think ‘Make him hurt’
“I’d do exactly the same thing” he utters “I’d probably make you hurt just as bad. I fucked up in more ways than one, but Chris do you honestly even truly care about her?”
The questions that’s in the back of everyone’s mind. ‘Do I really care about Maya?’ The girl who I had a long standing relationship with. Who made me learn things I never thought of? Who helped me in more ways than one? “Yes” I say without hesitation, “I did and I do. You can spin that how many different ways you want, but my feelings are my own. I could have honestly treated Maya so much worse, but that does not mean my feelings are not valid. It’s no better than how you treated Syd” I finally say, getting up from my chair. I circle around the bed, closer to the door. Hand on door handle
“Will you ever look pass this? In five years? Ten?” I hear Tyga say, I don’t turn around, “Seven I suppose.” I smile, as I make my way out the door. ‘Seven for sure.’