This life journey. A teaching every moment. . As a child I was easily into meditative states. I could use everything to bring myself over to the „other side“. . Staring at rain drops, all kind of sorting, reading fairytales, looking at things and people. I was a joy to be around, happy with almost nothing. . Puberty, sexuality, growing up, adulting around, fitting into society kicked my butt so hard. . I suffered so much trying to be like everybody else. . One summer on an airplane life thought me, that I am super sensitive to the world around me. . From this point it took me more than 10 years to understand my sensitivity. And even to these days I’ll be thrown off my feet by not taking good care of myself. . Yesterday I went dancing. Probably everybody around me was in an altered state of being trough substances. Drugs easily open a door into a vision of the „other side“. . Dance teaches me how to get in an out of a place I call home/ other side. Words cannot penetrate it. When I am plugged in, I am moved by the moment. There is no mind. There is no ego. There is no me and you. There is the beat. There is movement to moment. Maybe there is nothing. Nothing that can be known. But all that is true. Life flows pure through every cell of my body. Blissful ecstasy. . But this not it. This is just a step. I wish to go on a journey and explore the “other side”. . Y’all comin? . #hafen49 #extrawelt #eulberg #lsd #mdma #exctasy #ketamin #highonlife #dance #straigthedge #nowords #alllove #party #bliss #meditation #inmovement #fallingintoplace #dissolving #maya #pelvistosternum #kundalini #myfriend