#system drama

[mono---lith]

YAAAAY PLURALITY

[im-a-fucking-dumbass]

putting this on main because system blog gets basically zero interaction and I desperately need this advice, how do I get headmates back :(

red has been missing since that shit went down back in march and now jax (Angie) is missing too. I thought red would be gone for maybe a couple weeks at most and now I'm scared, I don't want to lose jax :( I want red back too but I'm not sure if either of them are ready for that, but i don't know why Angie just disappeared like that :( if anyone has any kind of advice to find him I would really appreciate it :(

[trixterthefloret]

Sometimes I forget about the discourse around systems over origins and validity and other such bullshit so I just wanna be clear: I don't care? (/pos) I don't care how you formed, I don't care how your system works, I generally trust people to exist and be true to themselves and that extends to believing you on however your brain and the people in it work and exist, including if you just don't know. We don't know how we split, how should it be fair to expect everyone to know how they did and invalidate them if it doesn't match some arbitrary medical standard? I generally think it's just not worth trying to figure out if someone is faking it, it's too much effort to find a tiny percentage of people at the expense of hurting people who don't deserve it. I'm sure there's probably some people out there who do fake it for attention or the vibe or whatever, but I just don't give a shit. Let them be happy, I guess, it ain't worth the witch-hunting.

EDIT: to clarify, by "I don't care? (/pos)" I mean I'm still curious-interested but I won't think of you negatively at all if you don't know it or it's different from mine or a medical definition or whatever

[13redspace]

Basically Angie got triggered to front but wasn't actually able to. I only saw for a second, but it looked like he was physically stuck in place. Extremely worrying considering what happened recently.

[belovedofbede]

Rezcalls lore is DEEP...

Apparently he isn't real?

Recently in a google document that he has since deleted, he claims to be studying different communities as some "faux problematic person", and for the past few years, has been "studying" the system community. (THIS IS THE DOCUMENT I HAVE ARCHIVED)

He admits that he never had DID, and that Rezcalls as a whole is not a real person. That, or I'm misreading, and he simply saying that his system and headmates aren't real. You are allowed to comment on your own conclusions, mostly so that I can help with my own as well.

He's claiming that this is some sort of "social experiment" or "study" on the system community, however, I feel like this is just his way of running away from his problems and accusations. He has been proven to be sexually roleplaying with a minor a few years ago, and recently (less than a month ago) spoke sexually towards another minor who was 14 at the time he's 24-25. That's an entire DECADE below his age.

Along with this, there are other allegations from another user claiming that he's looking for system partners in non-18+ servers, meaning he's likely still seeking out children. HOWEVER, despite everything else having been proven through victims and screnshots from years prior, the allegation involving him seeking out children in 18- servers is not proven, so do not use this as evidence for his actions, until it is later proven to be true or false.

As of currently, he's still not coming forward about his genuine victims, "experiment" or not, and continues to run away from the harm he did to the system community, and especially me and my close friends. Me, JiJi (at the time he was host), Plainsboro and Broke Mirror Syndicate were all victims at the time he was on systok and spreading misinformation about complex dissociative disorders and RAMCOA. He has fakeclaimed us, pushed our trauma down, denied some of us as RAMCOA victims, and denied everything he did to his victims, besides a shitty google doc apology that he didn't even send to his victims.

Genuinely, to run away from your YEARS of wreaking havoc on a community by saying that it was all a social experiment, is insane. You have victims, whether what you did was fake or not, you still never came forward and apologized. You remain denying EVERYTHING despite even large platforms like the COLLECTIVE OF EDEN calling you out.

Accept it, you are a predator. You have child victims. You are faking a dissociative disorder where you claimed to have a PEDOPHILE ALTER, while also calling endogenic systems delusional fakers. There's a line you HAVE to draw between being "a social experiment" and a disgusting, terrible person.

You are fake, but your victims are real.

[thewasteland]

Gabriel has been *on one* lately (see the Pizza Hut rant for details) and now she’s trying to start a syscourse fight girl stay OUT OF IT I don’t wanna wake up to that shit Jesus I know it’s fun for you but it isn’t for all of us. Not all of us enjoy fights and this is supposed to be a safe spot for all of us

[finding-our-silver-linings]

-_-

This preteen sounds like Edd.. Like smaller Edd but worse. I know this isn't Edd. He doesn't sound like him voice wise but definitely in anger wise. The anger is different though. He shoved one of the littles away and told them to die. Which in turn made Kit slide up and make sure that this boy is far from the littles. He's being aggressive and cruel in a way that Edd would never be. The reason I say that Is several others thought it might be a younger Edd last night. But I'm getting a clearer look at him and a clearer sound of his voice. He's staying close to co con and keeps angrily making harsh comments. Anytime someone tells him it uncalled for he tells them to go to hell. :Sigh: it's gonna be another long day. -Travis

[mono---lith]

my only regret was being too autistic to hide my autism maybe then I would have been held to higher standards