Bianca: Look, I'm fucking sorry for being a huge bitch. Even though it's not really an excuse, this isn't easy for me. I fell for you before I even knew I was falling and.. I'm not suppose to like girls. A girl. But I do. It's terrifying. And to be rejected so harshly.. it hurt pretty fucking badly. Now I get to see post after post and have Jake rub it in my face that you chose him. I don't think I'll ever understand that choice, but for now, I obviously can't change your mind. I'm mad, I'm really fucking mad, and I feel so.. not myself. So just... I can't give up on you just yet, because I don't understand my feelings right now, but they're the only good feelings I've had in a seriously long time. I'm not ready to give that up.