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Hey it's Anastasia, Anastasia Hill.
Don't adjust... whatever device you're hearing this on.
It's me, live and in stereo... And I am about to tell you the story of my life...
After the conversation with Gabe, I was called by a teacher so I walked to her and left Gabe behind. The teacher told me that there will be a new boy at school and it seemed wiste to meet him.
His name is Rafinha.
I walked with her. We arrived in a sort of office. I saw a boy sitting on a chair. He seemed a little older, but he looks really good.
"Hey..." I said and that is where it all started.
Rafinha if you wonder why you're on the tapes...
You were the best boyfriend someone could wish for.
I was really happy with you. You accepted me in everything and I accepted and supported you as well. It was the most beautiful time that I have ever had.
You took me out for dinner and cared about me.
But you made me jealous.
We were both new at school, but you quickly made some new friends.
I was jealous, because I did not succeed at making new friends. You went to a lot of party's of people which I did not know.
So I was often home, on my own.
During school times we were always together, that was very nice.
Rafinha, you were my first kiss. And I'm glad it was with you.
Every time we kissed, made me fell more in love with you.
You are in my heart forever.
Because I was your girlfriend, I received a lot of messages of girls.
They asked if I could hang out sometimes... but the conversation always ended with 1 question: 'Does Rafinha come along too?'
So they wanted to meet up with me so they would see you.
When we got into a lot of fights, you wanted to see me less. So I was completely alone again. Well I have a boyfriend but we'll see each other once a week.
You told me you missed me and asked if I could come to the party of your best friend Neymar. You told me that Neymar was fine with it. That he would like to mee me.
So I went with you to Neymar's party. The evening started nice and cozy, but you got drunk and that made you so angry. We got into a fight again.
You told me that everythings was my fault and that I should go away.
You hurted me so bad. I did not know what to do, so I actually walked away.
It was raining outside and it was already dark.
I did not mind, I just wanted to go away.
My eyes filled up with tears. So I did not see a car coming. The car did not hit me, but I was schoked so I fell on the ground.
My clothes were all covered with mud and did not know where to go.
I stayed outside waiting for the party to end and I kept waiting for you.
Hours passed by and people went home, but I haven't seen you yet.
When I finally saw you, I did not dare to go up to you.
Maybe you were still angry. I kept waiting for everyone to leave.
When I knew everyone was gone, I walked to Neymar's door and knocked on it.
He opened the door slowly.
"What happened? Come on in!" Neymar said and let me in.
Finally after all those hours I was out of the rain.
But was it the right choice? I'll tell you on the next tape...
