#target store

[ultrajubilee]

Target targeted ads are coming for me. All I see is Hollanov.

[raging-birthday-shake-777]

oh by the way to fill you in on what happened during the rest of yesterday (yapatron 3000 incoming.)

we left the floral place after sitting there for a while since it started getting late outside + I ended up getting hungry too due to how long we had been outside and then we went to target to pick up an order lol

while we were there since I'm still looking for work I ask one of the employees if theyre hiring and he wasn't sure so he asked his manager and then I didn't really get a solid answer which I'm used to unfortunately so I just walked away. while im in the store I find a really pretty/cute dessert based cup

I've been wanting a new tea cup for a while now actually but it just wasn't a priority

I found out it was only five dollars so I brought it to my mom, I try not to ask her to buy me anything in stores since I usually don't really see anything that catches my attention anyways

my mom pointed out that the cup was slightly damaged so I approached one of the other target employees I had spoken to earlier and he took the cup and kindly went into the back to see if he could find another one, while he's gone I wander around in the store and I found the perfume section

I found one that I fell in love with despite it smelling a teeny bit artifical, the scent was mixed with vanilla, white chocolate, tonka bean and coconut, and damn did it actually smell like all of those things mixed together

I sprayed some on my arm before putting it down and hsving my mom judge what the smell was and she agreed it smelt nice

right as we're talking the employee that went to see if there were more mugs came back and he clarified for me that the one I found was the ONLY version of it in the store at the moment besides the other ones

so i quickly go and check the other selection and of course the others weren't as uh

pretty I guess?

and they held way less liquid

so I rush back over again and he says the mug is actually only five dollars so we put it in the shopping cart

while my mom and sister are picking up some other things I explore the store again some more and I saw the bra & panties section so im sitting there staring at them picturing myself in them ✌

while im busy doing this the OTHER employee from earlier whom I asked if they were hiring approaches me and he started talking to me

j was confused at first but he ended up asking me for information like my phone number + first and last name and he sent it to his manager to see if he could genuinely try and help me get hired because he said he know how hard it was.

I was really shocked by all of this because I really didnt expect it and it made my day, there was only one thing that had gone wrong id say when we were in the target and ill wrap it up by explaining this now

my mom is besides me with my sister and we're just about to pick all the items up, I look around and theres a woman standing in the middle of the store breastfeeding her child.

you may ask what's wrong with this

nothing

here's the thing tho

I have mastophobia

the fear/strong disgust and aversion to nipples, boobs, or lactation if im not inheritly prepared to see it, or if I dont initiate it, its a real phobia by the way and only one in every 23 people technically have it

so

I wasnt too triggered since it wasn't the first time I seen it in person but overall I kinda wanted to throw up inside my mouth because of my phobia and I find it very nasty if im not ready to see those things

I ddint go out of my way to harass or bother this woman at all by the way but that kind of ruined my day

"but its natural-" silence.

this is my post.

anyways

yeah I wanna get therapy for this eventually and my disgust for boobs wont ever completely go away nor will my misanthropy towards humanity for giving me such a trigger in the first place but it can lessen and I've learned to deal with it way better

I just wish I didn't have to see that since it ruins my day a lot more then often rather then id like it to

I somehow spotted her even tho there were crowds of people around because my brain perceives it as a threat which nobody will understand 😞

my night ended a bit better tho because the good news was, the mug that I picked up i ended up getting it completely for free since it was slightly damaged which made me feel a lot better

I think maybe tumblr didn't let me post this before all in one sitting considering it was a lot PLUS video and moving images of everything too lol

I'll include pictures of the cute mug I now have

my birthday is soon too so im thinking about that

[lafayettes-warmfartnugget]

OH MY GOSH IM AT TARGET AND I FOUND VALLEY FORGE IN THE 4TH OF JULY STUFF

[daydreamsandcrashingwaves]

It’s been a real long time since I’ve been this offended and upset jesus christ. Every aspect of life (in the usamerica) is turning more and more into a police state that treats its citizens like criminals.

I can tolerate a lot of loss prevention things. I mean they fucking track you with cameras, have employees in high risk areas to watch customers, rfi chips and even a Personal Cop that Walmart has posted out front and walking around. But I’m fucking done.

Being told ‘oh target does the same thing’ like that makes it okay or addressed my concerns.

First off I’ve never been stopped from leaving targets makeup area so no they don’t (and some stores have more or less of these tactics at ((how black and brown they are) a specific locations) second it’s fucking rude to assume I shop there to justify your point.

Second, haven’t stepped into a target since the beginning of the year.

Third, you treat everyone like criminals that’s all you’ll have left because there’s only so much people can take. I mean there was that one year old black boy that got shot and killed by police because there was a suspected SUSPECTED NOT EVEN CONFIRMED shoplifter.

The Walton’s and Walmart are now the #1 grocery store in the USA.

Daily life is becoming so monitored so tracked it’s driving me up a wall.

I can’t even fucking shop.

I have more thoughts but I need to do my dishes. Fuck you Walmart.

[chillichillax]

Liminal Wednesday - Empty Season

I swear it was packed only yesterday....now... everything...and everyone...is gone...

[zookwee]

I bought these today and really love them :’)

[iddoitforroo]

They are selling Wuthering Heights merch and a target exclusive book cover at Target. I yearn

[fredcore2008]

We have this in the world.