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âyouâre my person, resting bitch face and all.â
pairing: conrad fisher x grumpy!reader
tw: insecurities on grumpyâs part, conradâs family being a little afraid of grumpy, sweet!conrad, conrad hyping up the fam and then being #disappointed and #letdown, domestic vibes!!! also, conrad calls grumpy âbig bearâ bc theyâre physically intimidating but so so sweet once you open them upđĽš
youâre used to feeling like everyone canât stand you. all your life, itâs been a whirlwind of âyou should smile more, you look scaryâ or âyou think youâre so cool, donât you?â itâs a fact youâve long since accepted, but there are times when it stings.
falling in love with conrad fisher certainly wasnât what you expected. you met in biology class, where conrad utterly embarrassed himself when you were assigned as partners. you, in natural fashion, assumed he was afraid of youâ just like most people. quite the opposite, to your surprise, because conrad thought you were the most beautiful creature heâs ever encountered. his breakup with belly still lingered in his mind, guilt wracking his whole being every time his mom called. conrad really didnât think sheâd make it through the remission, that susannah fisher would even be calling him a year later. prom was an utter failure, in his eyes, and conrad couldnât stand it.
then, thereâs you. two rows ahead, one seat left. youâre perfect. answering cold-calls with little effort, remaining expressionless when the professor confirmed the answerâs validity and applauding. the way you wrote in messy scrawls; barely comprehensible yet the kind of writing conrad wouldnât mind tattooing across his chest. how your eyes would scan over a page in the textbook, like you didnât even have to actually read it to understand. youâre everything belly is, and everything she isnât.
comparison is cruel, conrad knows, yet he canât help himself. this girl, almost cousin-like, was branded as his soulmate for years and years. his own mother, laurel, steven and jere⌠shit, even the cotton candy man on the boardwalk could see it. now? conrad fisher doesnât know anything about isabel conklin anymore, or really anything at all. just you. irresistible, intelligent, grumpy you.
the relationship is a slow startâ considering you donât necessarily believe that the poster boy of northeastern culture is even remotely interested. however, conrad is nothing if not persistent. heâd lost that side of him for a while, but meeting you had it swinging back into full force like a pendulum. you asked him once why he chose you. out of all the students at brown, why pick the one person who seems to scare everyone off? âyou are the easiest decision iâve ever made. when i saw you⌠i just knew. i knew that i wanted it to be you.â conrad was so sickly-sweet that you wanted to hit something. cuteness aggression, you suppose.
once school ended, conrad immediately knew he wanted you to come along with him to cousins. he was privy to the ins and outs of your relationship with your parentsâ and who was he to deny you of the summer houseâs magic? his radiant mother, a survivor in her own right and gentle with fragile things like you. laurel; steady and intelligent, the kind to be genuinely interested in your hobby of reading foreign texts. and, of course, he canât forget jeremiah. his baby brother, the good-hearted son who can make anyone feel loved. conradâs best friend, steven, who has no issue jumping into a heated debate about comics and moves on within minutes after. and⌠belly. agreeable, easily inspired and always appreciative.
hesitantly, you accept. itâs not like conrad would throw you to the wolvesâ you ask him to jump and he says, âhow high?â conrad welcomes your acceptance with a hug that twirls you both around, then peppers kisses all of your face. âyou are gonna have so much fun, big bear. i promise. if it sucks, then weâll run away to new jersey. you just canât break up with me because iâll cry.â conrad says, his smile beaming in a way that makes you feel faint. god, he was so good at easing your mind. like conrad said, if it sucks, you can leave. it wouldnât be so bad, right?
whatâs that saying about hope? it breeds eternal misery? yeah, thatâs what the trip to cousins was looking like so far. the drive was fine, conrad insisting that you remain player two while he drove all the way from brown to cousins. âbaby, youâre gonna be exhausted.â you tried to reason with him, but each attempt was met with an offended glare. heâd pick up your hand and press a kiss to your knuckles, âiâm a selfish man, honey. i like seeing pretty things in the passenger seat.â
itâs not until you actually sit down for pleasantries over dinner that shit goes south. âso, what brings you up north for school? there have to be some great colleges around where youâre from, right? especially closer to your family.â susannah questionedâ and you can tell that sheâs genuinely curious. it still feels like a dig at you. as if there isnât an acceptable enough explanation why you chose a school so far away. you shrug, âmost of the schools where iâm from donât have russian as an elective, and thatâs one of the languages iâm currently studying.â that answer is what makes the conklin siblings and jere share a look. what kind of person makes an effort to learn various languages at the same time?
then, the question of how you and conrad came to be. you werenât entirely surprised that it was belly who asked, considering that she dated conrad for a while. still, you could detect a certain grate in her voice that didnât necessarily match the way she was holding jeremiahâs hand under the tablecloth. if belly broke up with conrad and then scurried over to his brother, why did it matter how you met? you can tell conrad noticed it too, as he quickly draped an arm around your shoulders.
âwe met in bio class! project partners and i, um, completely embarrassed myself because i drew the anatomy of a cell wrong and y/n basically berated me.â conrad answers, practically beaming at the memory and you return his smileâ just not so pearly and bright. considering everyoneâs reactions, âberatingâ probably wasnât the best way to word it. sure, you mightâve teased him a little, but you didnât mean it to be rude. youâre just⌠blunt! still, this feat did not absolve the issue, as steven kept forcing a laugh and laurel continued to share glances at susannah like âare you thinking what iâm thinking?â jeremiah tried to steer the conversation away from the story, but it was too late. belly had this glint in her eyes, like she couldnât believe you dared to treat conrad fisher any less than perfect.
and thatâs what made you so confused! why did she even care? they werenât dating anymore, and she was fucking his brother! besides, you didnât break up with him at prom. you met him months after susannah miraculously survived, and you transferred in, for fuckâs sake. how was any of it fair?
after dinner, you made sure to thank susannah and lie about how you had the best time. you were so excited for the next few weeks, and blah, blah, blah⌠conrad makes the excuse of helping you âsettle inââ and you know itâs code for him apologizing about the dinner that transpired. youâd already headed for the room youâd be sharing, while conrad searched for a water bottle you could use for the night. (you didnât drink too much water, and conrad made it his personal mission to keep you hydrated.)
heâs about to enter the living room where his mother and laurel are, then he stands in the archway. âi just donât know, laur. they seem⌠standoffish, like you canât even look at them the wrong way without a flippant answer.â his mother spoke, her voice hushed as if she didnât want anyone listening. conrad knew his mother was good, thatâs all sheâd ever been. but, like jere, she could be easily intimidated. surely, laurel would step in and ease her nerves, and remind his mother that youâre adjusting to this dynamic. laurel sighed, âi know, beck. belly wasnât the most genuine sheâs ever been, but it felt like every question asked was met with a âtoo cool for schoolâ attitude.â
conrad stops listening when he hears the voice of his mother say, âit was easier when it was him and belly.â he canât just stand there and listen to his mother and his second mother rip on you. conrad eases up the staircase with a swelling in his lungs, like he shouldnât have even asked you to come with him. all conrad wanted was to share some of the magic and wonder cousins offeredâ the kind of love his mother could give to anyone. and he was wrong. so incredibly wrong. it wasnât like conrad didnât pick up on the dinner conversations; he could hear the passive-aggressive undertone whenever belly spoke to you, and the way his mother kept sharing side eyes with laur.
youâre laying in his bed, scrolling through a reddit thread of a stephen king novel youâd found in a dingy thrift store. upon him entering, your eyes flicker over to conrad, your handsome man. reliable, intelligent, so kind. youâve gotten used to everyone writing you off, but conrad doesnât. he sees you, every scar and stare of you that he canât stop memorizing. âyou okay, lovely? you were downstairs for a bit. i thought you were right behind me.â you ask, somewhat concerned as conrad moves to stand in front of you. sitting up, youâre looking up at him while conrad starts to stroke at your shoulders.
âiâm really sorry, bear. i thought dinner would be fine, that weâd have a good time and itâd be great. they were just so⌠awful and iâve never seen them like that before. jere and steven were fine, laur too, but belly and my mom? i donât even know, baby.â
your heart breaks. you werenât by any means as outgoing as jere, but you werenât rude. forthright? 100%. but, not rude. not intentionally, at least. your face canât help the way it rests, and thatâs not your fault. surely, conrad lingered downstairs because there was another conversation about you. you could feel it in the way his blue eyes were glossing over, like he couldnât believe heâd done something so horrid. with a sad smile, âitâs okay, connie. âs not your fault that iâm like this. definitely not the kinda person you wanna bring home to mama.â
conradâs hands travel from your shoulders to your jaw, almost lifting your head up to place a stern kiss to your lips. conrad is definitely the more passionate one in the relationship, but this feels different. heâs molding you to him, using every bit of his strength to cradle your body to his in this awkward position. when conrad pulls away, he gazes into your eyes and runs his thumb over your temple. âi donât care what they say. iâm with you, not belly or anyone else. youâre my person, resting bitch face and all. and if they canât accept that, then⌠fuck âem. weâre the only people in my movie anyway.â
instantly, your heart seems to mend itself. itâs nice, so nice, to have conrad. you know he wasnât always this golden boy, especially when he found out that susannahâs cancer was coming back. but, conrad fisher is kind. at his core, so instilled in him that you canât ever reach it or steal it away. trying to hold back thankful tears, you kiss him again. then again, until youâre peppering kisses all over his face. âi love you, you know that, right? youâre really the only person whoâs taken a chance on me.â you murmur, eyes glittering in a way that only true adoration can make.
laughing, conrad slips his shoes off and climbs into bed. heâs tugging you to his chest, with your cheek scrunching up into your eye. was he disappointed by his family? yes, 100%. how could they not see you for what you are? youâre so sweet like thisâ unafraid to speak vulnerably and really open up. it just takes a while to uncover it. heâs spent months chipping away at your many layers, and conrad fisher couldnât be more content with what he found underneath.
âi love you, big bear. and iâll make sure they know that.â he presses a kiss to your forehead, while you snuggle into his side and prop your phone up to scroll reddit again. conrad doesnât know if heâll ever get over this. just the two of you, tangled together and existing. like he told you, itâs just you and him anyway. who gives a fuck about anyone else?
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ac speaks!
hi! i hope you enjoy the first pairing of grumpy! i know in my og grumpy post, i mentioned grumpy with jere, and while i still believe that, jere pissed me off in the last episode so iâm minding my business for right now! but pls let me know what you thinkđĽš



















