I was so hungry that I got too nauseous to eat so I had to get myself high in order to get the munchies and calm my stomach down enough to entertain the idea of actually eating. I couldn’t go to paddle tonight cause I was so exhausted even though I was really looking forward to it. I got home, saw both my parents were going to play and I was going to be alone, and just started crying. I’m really not having a good day lmao















