I don’t know if he’ll ever forgive me for giving up on us but what was I supposed to do when my promise to him was conflicting with the promise I made to myself? Loving him was destroying me.
The Final Wave Writing Challenge #14 - Jess Amelia

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I don’t know if he’ll ever forgive me for giving up on us but what was I supposed to do when my promise to him was conflicting with the promise I made to myself? Loving him was destroying me.
The Final Wave Writing Challenge #14 - Jess Amelia
Day 31: 2016
Spending time this year Explain myself to someone Who never listen
I wish I could hold onto the moment 2 years ago where you were cuddling me in the new sweatshirt I bought you. For the first time in my life I felt so safe and loved. In the darkest moments, it was the memory that I held dear. Now, it's the memory that hurts the most. How did we end up here?
The Final Wave Challenge #12 - Jess Amelia
We could be in a room full of people and be having a conversation with our eyes because we were connected. At times I knew him better than I knew myself. But there were also times where I couldn’t be myself because I was stuck being half of this whole being that we were together. I could only reach half of my potential. I had half the energy and half the time. So when I freed my soul from his, it was like taking a breath of fresh air.
The beauty of New Years is being able to see three versions of yourself. Who you were, who you are now and who you aspire to become.
The Final Wave Writing Challenge #11 - Jess Amelia
5. Purpose
noun
the reason for which something is done or created or for which something exists.
synonyms: motive, motivation, grounds, cause, impetus, occasion, reason, point, basis, justification
I had to find the definition for the word “purpose” because I did not begin to know where to begin.
So it is a reason, for the existence of something or in the case of my entry, the reason for my existence.
As the year draws to a close, it becomes a period of reflection.
i know you don’t like to look me in the eyes, because maybe you know the waves are battering and your heart pounding? yeah it really is trying to get out and you’re being worn down and if you let your guard down, you might wrap me up and i might let you.
i’m still more nervous than you | l.j.w.
Day 31: 2016
Everybody start to list the best and the worst of this year And I'm here still contemplating which is lie and which is tolerable lie