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oh they got me. they got me good.
I thought the screen would keep me safe.
For months I fed him every soft, filthy thing he wanted. Selfies. Captions about needing an older Daddy to go feral. Posts about my virgin hole, about being a stupid little girl who needed her ass spanked red, about existing only to be filled and used. I answered every message. Called him Daddy. Never blocked him.
I left for the mountain house alone. Posted one last photo from the porch.
The second day I walked into the forest in a short dress and nothing underneath. High pigtails still in. The path narrowed. A branch snapped. Then another. Closer.
A hand clamped over my mouth so hard my teeth cut my lip. He dragged me off the trail, deeper, until the light disappeared. I kicked and clawed. He slammed me face-down into the dirt and pine needles, full weight crushing me, knee forcing my thighs apart.
When he spoke it was the same voice from every late-night message.
“Found you, Evi.”
He yanked my wrists behind my back and lashed them tight with rough rope he must have brought for this. Thick, abrasive. It burned as he bound my elbows too, then forced my knees wide and tied them open so I couldn’t close my legs. In under a minute I was a trussed, helpless shape on the forest floor, dress shoved up, completely exposed.
He leaned down until his mouth brushed my ear.
“Hi, little girl.”
I thrashed until the ropes bit deeper. He let me. Watched until my arms trembled and tears flooded my eyes. Then he backhanded me across the face—hard enough to stun.
“Stop. You’re only making it hotter for me.”
He freed his cock. Thick, already dripping. He dragged the head through my folds and found me wet.
“Look at that. My little virgin gets soaked for being hunted. You posted those pictures on purpose, didn’t you? Deep down you wanted Daddy to find you and take what’s his.”
I shook my head wildly. He ignored it, lined up, and drove into me in one merciless thrust.
The stretch was brutal. I was tight—still a virgin—and he didn’t care. He bottomed out and stayed there, grinding deep while I sobbed and tried to crawl forward. The ropes held me perfectly still.
“Fuck… still so tight. Perfect little breeding hole.” He started fucking me in long, punishing strokes that forced the air out of my lungs. One hand fisted in my pigtails, the other spanking my ass raw between thrusts. “You’ve been teasing Daddy for months. Begging me to come ruin you. Well. Here I am.”
Every thrust punched a broken sound out of me. He kept one hand over my mouth, using his full weight. No one was coming. The forest was empty for miles.
He talked the entire time. Filthy. Relentless.
“My personal rape slut. That’s what you are. Tied up, crying, taking Daddy’s cock like you were made for it. Gonna pump this cunt so full of cum it’ll be leaking down your thighs for days. No pills. No pulling out. You’re getting bred tonight, little girl. Properly. Until it takes.”
Between the degradation came the soft, devastating praises that made me clench against my will:
“Still so pretty when you cry… fuck, you feel perfect wrapped around me… that’s it, good girl, just take it… Daddy’s proud of how well you’re stretching for him…”
My first orgasm was ripped out of me without mercy. He rubbed my clit in mean, precise circles while he pounded me and I came hard, sobbing, walls spasming around the cock forcing its way deeper. He didn’t stop. Didn’t even slow down.
By the time he finally buried himself to the root and started flooding me, I was a shaking, tear-streaked mess. Thick pulses of cum pumped into me over and over. He stayed locked inside, hand still over my mouth, hips rolling to work every drop as deep as it would go.
“There we go,” he murmured, almost gentle. “Bred. My little girl is full of Daddy now. Going to keep every drop inside that slutty cunt where it belongs. If it doesn’t take tonight, I’ll just come back tomorrow. And the day after. However long it takes.”
He finally pulled out. Cum poured out of me into the dirt. He scooped some up with two fingers and shoved it back in, then wiped the rest across my lips and forced them into my mouth.
“Swallow. That’s an order.”
I did, gagging on the taste.
He sat back and looked at me—rope marks already darkening, thighs shiny, face ruined. Then he leaned down again, voice soft and final.
“You’re not going back to the city. I followed you all the way up here. I watched you through the window last night. You’re done playing, Evi.”
He kissed the side of my neck, right over the bruise his teeth had left.
“Daddy’s home now.”
And he started moving inside me again.
grwm to go be my boss's bestest boi
jon snow brainrot rn.
like imagine finding him after the whole thorne execution, post-death and post-revival
i need to hold him so bad🙁🙁 in spite of the horrid crawl of his skin, hair at his nape standing on end, urging him avert his gaze as you approach, he can't help but seek your soft stare, his own eyes weak with feeling, brows curved with vulnerability. and his heartbeat is quickening, and his breathing grows sharp
his hand trembles and no matter how desperately he tries to hold fast, he crumbles when you near, raising a hand to his cheek; warm and soft and tender. his breath hitches violently in his chest and his head falls to the crook of your neck, his silent sobs disrupting the quiet with small soundless gasps
and you hold him close, with a gentleness he deserves that he'd never before recieved, a hand in his curls and the other a firm warmth on his back as he helplessly leans his weight on you to finally release the overflow of agony he'd all but drowned in 🙁🙁🙁
SWEET BOY, I NEED TO HOLD HIM💔💔
SONGBIRDS — JON SNOW
pairing: jon snow x fem!reader, 3.1k words
synopsis: the ask above <3
authors note: ouh this was a rough one! i did in fact steal sentences from this ask, so thank u anon!! i love u!! become a writer!! thank u to my febu frongers @useralba & @eldrith for helping me not lose my sanity over this, love y’all!! enjoy i guess 🙄(if possible) (i’m gonna be quiet now)
SNAP
you’re brought out of your thoughts with a jolt, startled so badly you near fall out of the tree you’ve found sanctuary in. that doesn’t sit well with you, you’ve always been steady.
so was bran, a small voice whispers. so was he, another part of you agrees — and the one it mentions has naught to do with climbing.
was, your mind echoes bitterly. it seems like everyone who once surrounded you is only that anymore, a was. a whisper of the past, faces seen nowhere but in living memory; and now, he has joined them.
fresh tears roll down your cheeks, and you wipe them as soon as they join the conversation of grief. bitterness — mourning — desperation, all cradling you at once.
you readjust your form, limbs beginning to fall asleep from the tight position they’re in. if only you could do the same. it seems the gods have deemed you unable, as every time your eyes droop, you see the face of the lord commander.
the mere thought of him is paining, and the sight of him was entirely too much to bear. so much so that you fled, the memory squeezing uncomfortably at your chest.
his eyes, once ever-expressive, dulled to nothing but an expressionless saccharine blur. lips parted, yet no air being brought in to fill his lungs. the snow beneath him was stained a bloody crimson, and you can almost feel the familiar cold of the icy ground beneath your knees as you kneel beside the form of the man you love.
at first, you had cried. whispering pleas to whomever would listen, clutching any part of him you could reach — you had even attempted to stop the bleeding. stupid, stupid girl.
then, it seemed to occur to you that you were touching death. slowly removing your hands, looking down at the lifeless body of jon snow. and just like that, repulsion had entered your veins. no — rejection.
you rejected this. you rejected death, you rejected the finality you had been dealt. you had stood, clutching your bow, arrows lightly jostling from the movement. hunting.
you had been hunting while jon was dying.
if only time had dealt you a mercy, perhaps you would’ve made it back in time. to save him, or just to say goodbye, you’re not greedy in your wishing.
you glance to your hands, still stained with his blood. suddenly, your eyes flutter shut as you see the image of his body again — his wounds smoking in the cold nights air. it feels like a lifetime ago. rejection has long since abandoned you, leaving bitter acceptance in its wake.
you blink, eyes threatening tears, and your gaze finds the white and red blur of a weirwood tree. you return to the woods to escape, yet the gods find you anyway; what cruel mockery.
how could they, yet again? don’t they see all you lose? they must, you think, as they’re the ones who keep taking. is that the only joy a god may find? maybe now, that’s why you hunt; to send them a life as sick compensation for the one they took. what an acidic dance.
CRACK
this time, when a twig breaks, you are not so foolish as to think it only by coincidence. you aren’t the only hunter out here — yet you did not think to find yourself as prey.
whatever stalks you is enough to bring you out of the cynicality of grief, snapping you into a different mindset. though previously unsure how much more you can withstand, your body proves otherwise, flawless in its transition and execution.
you heart increases its rhythm, surefire in its performance, allowing extra blood flow and oxygen to be pumped to your aching muscles. your breathing changes, now quick and rapid breaths to take in more air which prove effective as you shift yourself from your sitting position.
you had chosen not the tallest tree, but the thickest and most concealed. it gives more room for stability, allowing you to exercise your position; a small decision you now are thankful for as you move forward, outstretching yourself on its thick limb to try and catch glimpse of whatever it is that seeks you.
unfortunately, the concealment that hides you does its job too well. you try to peer through the branches and leaves for what feels like ages, but they prove too thick. you curse under your breath, withdrawing from the branch to retreat back to the trees trunk once more.
closing your eyes, you listen. the gust of wind, the rustling of leaves, a raven cries in the distance. you wait.
there — your ears are graced with the light chirp of birds, in your own tree and in others nearby.
“If danger is near, the birds don’t sing.”
ned starks voice rings through your ears, so loud and clear that for a moment, you almost lose concentration. if asked why, you’d never be able to directly say why your eyes didn’t snap open, why your head didn’t swivel around, looking for the source of the voice you’ve heard. can you and the gods share a secret, if it’s one they decide not to include you on?
as the melody of songbirds continue, you shift to begin your descent.
in any other scenario you would stay in the tree, concealed by its branches until the threat was certainly gone. but things are different. jon is dead — you seek a fight. (do you, or do you refuse to allow the stranger your soul as well?)
the decision made, even in grief, isn’t a rash one. whatever it is isn’t nearby enough to silence the singers, and this may be your only window of opportunity to flip the coin; restoring yourself as predator, not prey.
your feet hit the ground, and you wince at the noise made. it’s midday, so you cannot hope for nightfalls rescue of concealment.
you pause, peering around you while you allow yourself a moment to think. your hunting grounds have always been the forest that surrounds castle black, and you had retreated to the very edge of it. your hunter has come from the north — funny enough, from the direction of castle black itself. if you’re careful, you can make a loop back east, foregoing your usual trail. swallowing your nerves, you begin to move your feet.
your senses are heightened, alike to how they are in battle, but this is different. instead of blood pulsing in your ears, they’re attuned to every sound, no matter how minuscule. the smell of blood and death is replaced by nature, the scent of oak & pine leaves fighting to not be smothered by the cold.
you don’t make much progress before you turn a corner and yelp in surprise, being met with a hulking figure, red eyes boring into you.
“Ghost—!” you shout; in surprise, frustration, and relief all at once. your breathing heavies, heart now beating wildly, ready to supply you should you need to run at a moments notice. then, somehow, you’re smiling. you smile at ghost, at the birds, who didn’t notice him enough to quiet themselves, and the childness of it all. you kneel, shouldering your bow and outstretching an arm.
ghost seems like he’s been waiting for your action, stepping forward immediately. you register his willingness — had he been searching for you? or did he find jon dead and left, as you did, finding you accidentally? if only he could speak; the phantom of a thousand words.
he’s soft under your hands, a small comfort parading in the wake of sad relations. and suddenly, you feel guilty. how long has ghost been by jon’s side? how fierce, the loyalty the direwolf has shown him? how fierce the devotion jon had shown him in return? he mourns alongside you, grief arguably more substantial, as he was given no explanation. how could he understand such matters?
an idiot thought, you're quick to push it away. you both have every right to grief, there is more than enough to go around.
eventually, ghost pulls away, and begins padding in the direction to castle black. you think he means to be solitary, but after a few paces, he stops, turning to look back at you. expectant.
though your breath hitches and grief nags at you once more, you swallow it down, and begin to follow the only remnant of jon snow — a piece of him that the gods saw fit to leave you. what cruel mercy, coming from the same hands of injustice.
though content to wallow in your anger, your disbelief, you refuse to allow the direwolf to return to castle black alone. strangely, the farther you follow him, the more you get a sense of deja vu. it can’t be more than a few minutes before you see a tree with bark missing, torn off and left bare its left side, which is now your right. a mark you had left to remember your trail. ghost has tracked your scent from castle black.
with the realization arises conflicted feelings, as if they can’t agree on how you feel. loyalty rings faintly in the back of your mind, the things done for love.
you forcibly close your mind, numbing yourself as to be fully in the present. you’ll have the rest of your days to dwell on it; but only now are you here, in the company of trees and wolves and birds, oh how they sing.
and suddenly, the melody is quiet.
time itself has been stopped, halted in its tracks. there’s no rustling of branches, of leaves, no sound of birds, no sound at all — the world has become inaudible.
you and ghost mirror each other in the ways you both lurch to a halt. a sick feeling infects your gut, hairs rising on the back of your neck, and the instinctual need to flee almost takes over. but something keeps you there, rooted to your spot, feet unmoving. what anchors you, is another secret between you and the gods; another peculiar joke that you stay the punchline of.
then, after a moment, a gust of wind graces the forest. it blows your hair, rustles through the trees, and almost hesitantly so, the birds begin their song again. ghost looks back at you, surveying as if this is the first time he’s seen you.
he begins to lead the way once more, but a thought still lingers in the back of your mind, and you’re unable to shake off the unease in your gut. what has dismantled the harmonious balance among living things so?
━━━━━━━━━━༺✰ ━━━━━━━━━━━
he wakes with a gasp.
━━━━━━━━━━༺✰ ━━━━━━━━━━━
it must be hours later when you approach the gates of castle black. one of the guards on watch takes notice, shaking the other awake. as they both stare down at you, you wonder.
are they close enough to see the mourning that rests forefront on your face? were they the same men who opened the gate for you upon your return last night, only to do the same thing minutes later after you found jon? do they feel guilty? should you?
the wooden gates protest opening, loud creaks and groans as it gives you access, and at first, you don’t see it.
at first, you walk in, and your gaze is trapped on the ground, lost in thought. you’ve come back empty handed, as you came back to jon — or rather, his body. but you don’t think anyone was expecting a stag draped across your shoulders. amidst the unexpected.
when you finally do look up, you’re startled for the ? time today. four men hang in the middle of the courtyard.
you stop in your tracks, but this time, ghost pads on ahead of you. he stops not for anybody, curving them all to fair left. the direction to jon’s chambers.
you don’t have long to dwell on the wolfs mistake, as peoples eyes find your frozen figure. among them, friends; edd, grenn, pyp, others you don’t recognize. some, not dressed in black. wildlings. you begin to walk forward, and a tall, ginger bearded figure spots you. tormund walks to meet you, an expression on his face unreadable — unable to be identified by your tired eyes.
confusion — surprise — apprehension — curiosity; all fight for their seat at the forefront of your mind, but they’re forced to share.
as you and tormund find each other, you glance past him at the hanging men. then to your left, expecting to see ghost still scratching at jon’s door — but he’s not there. was he shooed off? did you misread his intention?
“I don’t— what’s…” you start, but don’t finish. how could you even begin?
tormund reaches for you, hands settling on your biceps. whether he’s keeping you in place or checking for injury, you don’t think you care. the weight and warmth of the gesture is welcomed.
“Tormund, you’re scaring me—” your admission wouldn’t usually come so easy, but you can’t be bothered to guard yourself. you’re exhausted, your muscles are stiff, you’re confused, and you hurt.
he only turns you toward jon’s chambers, pointing, a hand on the small of your back. “In there, little bird.” he says, and you wish to tell him what a help he is. but you don’t. for some reason, you bite your tongue, sparing a last glance at him, before slowly making your way over.
all of the eyes on you make you nervous, and frustrate you all the same. why do they all act like they’ve seen the father?
it doesn’t take long for you to reach the door, curiosity guiding your step. you see ghosts muddied paw prints on the wood, but they don’t turn left or right — ending at the chamber door. your brows furrow almost instinctively. you can’t help but linger on the thought, setting your bow & arrows to lay nearby; your shoulders welcome the reprieve. with bated breaths, you push on the wood, stepping inside. what you find is beyond even your wildest imaginations.
what you find is jon’s head turning to look at you, and you can’t help the sharp inhale of air you take.
his bottom half is clothed, but his upper is uncovered, torso wrapped in bandages; covering the stab wounds that you know took his life.
you think him a hallucination, mind willing his fate to change so desperately it has conjured up its own delusion. but you glance to ghost, dutifully curled by his feet, and shift to turn, looking at the paw prints that led you here.
you turn back to (jon?), closing the door behind you. while your own flickers to ghost once more (an affirmation), jon’s gaze remains fixed on you. you inch closer, surveying him.
his eyes, now encasing life — not quite the same as you knew, but life nonetheless. lips, parted, as to suck in air to fill his lungs. lungs that in return, work in correspondence with his heart, beating to keep him alive.
no. this can’t be…
but it is.
he’s rigid — uncomfortable, yet a part of him fights to relax in your presence. how can it all be so unbalanced and so right all at once? you’re here. you’re all he’s ever wanted. but a part of him keeps him withdrawn, fighting him on reaching out for you.
perhaps it’s the horrid crawl of his skin, urging him avert his gaze as you approach. even so, he can't help but seek your gentle stare, his own eyes weak with feeling, brows curved with vulnerability. you see it as you close in — the turmoil within himself.
a different part of him wins, and he reaches for you. you’ve been waiting, it seems, and reach for him with equal fervor. his hands are cold on your waist, strikingly so. your eyes widen, disbelief written on you like ink on parchment.
you had not expected to feel him. no, you expected for him to vanish underneath your very fingertips.
one of your hands find the bare skin of his torso, experimentally reaching out. jon is hungry for your touch, offering any part of himself for your taking. he has craved you desperately ever since he awoke.
he watches, patient as you register the warmth underneath your hand. there’s blood circulating through his veins. your pupils blow wide in the realization.
you’re anxious for more assurance, your right hand moving to his forearm to keep him in place (jon wouldn’t dare to move), as your left finds his chest. specifically — the part of his chest that keeps safe his heart. you feel it beat underneath your palm, and your reaction is immediate, eyes fluttering shut.
if he didn’t want to be touched, jon would’ve shied away from you by now. but he hasn’t. no, his eyes bore into you with the attention only divine beings receive
jons breathing heavies in anticipation, expectant. he gauges every ounce of your reaction, waiting for your evaluation of him — as a sinner would their god. is he worthy? do you deem him so?
when your eyes open, something clicks into place. jon is here, in the now, alive and breathing; your fingertips said so themselves. you don’t know how, but you can’t find it in yourself to care much in the present, not when you finally have him in your hold once more. what you would’ve given for this, hours ago in your tree. what wouldn’t you have given?
and now, your eyes roam over every part of him, drinking in all that you can. your gaze trails fast, mapping the expanse of his shoulders, down his arms, to his torso, across his bandages again.
your hand removes itself from his chest, only momentarily, but jon chases your touch all the same. you can’t bear to leave him wanting, sliding a hand up his shoulder, feeling the lithe muscle beneath it. you’re desperate to ground the feeling of him, to commit it to memory — and jon seems equal in his need.
you hand stops it’s ascent when it reaches his neck, cradling the juncture of it, thumb smoothing over the soft skin of his cheek, as you meet his gaze. your touch is warm and soft and tender, and in an instant, his eyes are watery. the hands on your waist tremble, and his breaths turn shaky in an attempt to hold himself together. his brows pull together, and his breath hitches violently in his chest. something stirs in you at the sight, the expressions of a broken man.
jon has passed your test of realism with flying colors, and when he realizes, he crumbles.
his head falls to the crook of your neck, closing the small distance between you. you’re quick to wrap your arms around him, and jon’s immediate in pulling you closer — as close as you can get. the tears begin their flow easily, releasing the buildup of emotions harbored from death snaring & absolving him; akin to poison swallowed and retched before fully digested.
your touch is gentle, a hand in his curls and the other a firm warmth on his back. he leans himself into you, almost helplessly so, as if he couldn’t stop himself if he tried. you accept his weight with open arms. if jon was asked why he fights so desperately, even in times it seems hopeless, he would say to repay the gods for their gift to him; you.
the only things that disrupt the steady quiet that surrounds you are his silent sobs, accompanied by the small soundless gasps that flow from his lips as a river of melancholy.
his grip is tight; he drowns in a vast sea of agony, and you alone are his anchor.
guys I feel like something has to be said
Okay so I’ve noticed that there’s a lot of discourse in this fandom based off of who ships what.
if you’re a Varigo shipper, then you like Varigo.
if you’re a cassarian shipper, you like cassarian.
if you don’t like what other people ship, then just keep scrolling.
this fandom is supposed to be a safe space for everyone, so don’t backlash people who like a certain ship.
of course, shipping a minor with an adult is wrong, and it’s illegal, so uhh…
okay at this point i have no idea WHAT I’m saying.
(guys maybe research relationship laws like where I live the minimum age of consent is 16 and that’s only if their partner is at most 2 years older so.)
Dick, drinking beer at bar on stool: They used to obsess over Bruce, but They keep fighting over me now. I wish they’d both take a break and find a new favourite person to fight over
Jason, is on the stool next to him: We’re talking about Damien and Tim right?
Dick: *joking to cope* wanna take over being their new favourite brother?
Who else loves this song by Paul?