#tim s

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I'm giggling at a thought I had.

Shepard!Ponyboy who is conceived after the Shepards meet their biological father for the first time. He's born after their mother abandons them. He doesn't meet them until their mother tries to reconnect, or maybe she gets in some real serious trouble and she lets it out that he has siblings AKA The Shepard's.

Thoughts?

So many thoughts.

He'd probably be conceived earlier in the same day they met Cathal, unless he's only a half-sibling (could definitely make him half Curtis if wanted some more family drama when he's older) because Cathal wants nothing else to do with Barbara after meeting the kids.

Barbara and Cathal both have blue eyes so his eyes would be more gray than green, but Cathal is ginger and Barbara has black hair so his hair can stay the same.

If wanted to go for realism, Ponyboy would probably be NAS baby, which at the time was usually referred to as "congenital morphinism" (NAS was termed until 1970) and if he's conceived right before Barbara leaves, that would make Tim 9-10, and I write him being 19-20 during canon (and the twins being 5 years younger) so that means Ponyboy was born in 1955-1956, which was right around when they were switching from using mom's opioid breastmilk and opioid smoke to methadone for nas babies. (Also the irony of Ponyboy being a heroin baby while the older three Shepards got into heroin as well, something something symbolism i don'thave the brain power for) - random fun fact tangent cause I love research.

I can see Barbara trying to sell Ponyboy to Tim for drugs, even without NAS he'd have a lot of issues because he'd grown up with the full force of Barbara with no buffer. She goes a bit off the deepend towards the end there.

She turns back up sober when Tim is 18 (though she thinks he's 19) so she'd probably turn up a year earlier to see what he'll give her for Ponyboy. So Pony is around 7 when he meets his siblings.

I imagine Barbara has no nice words for Tim, she'd described him as the Devil, and posed Ponyboy going to him as a punishment (maybe he'd broken something or cried too much or whatever other normal child thing she couldn't handle) so he'd be quiet and scared and Tim would be so protective the moment he learned that's his baby brother.

Thinking about lil quiet baby Pony in the loud Shepard house, politely trying to do chores and not take up space and calling his siblings Ma'am and Sir 🥺

I have more thoughts. I'll revisit this later or I'll write something for it. But it's a little worm I my brain rn.

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blond dallas with light blue eyes x dark hair tim with dark blue eyes

gimme gimme

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Jon: You need to take your job more seriously

Tim: I reject that criticism, but you're entitled to your opinion

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Stepping into the dried-up creekbed, Dallas is frozen in place; the sight of Tim laid out and bare is almost too much. His arms were soaked in blood up to his elbows, like he'd been gutting something large not long ago, one red hand wrapped around his swollen cock and the other digging into his own neck. When he catches sight of Dallas, Tim spreads his legs in offering, his hands jumping out to hold his knees apart, leaving a bloody palm print across his throat.

Who was Dallas to deny him?

Dallas falls upon him like the starved man he is, barely even getting his own pants down as he presses down against Tim; Tim, who'd never volunteered himself like this, who had swollen bags bruised like black eyes under them from days of no sleep and a glint that tells Dallas that Tim has finally figured out what he wants.

Tim is so beautiful; it's all Dallas can think about, looking at the older man's pale skin, neck stretched up and to the side to expose the fleshy, vulnerable part of his throat; it'd been a long time since he got to have this, Tim open and speared in his spot, caged between Dallas and the earth.

Tim's face presses into Dallas's sweat-damp shoulder as their bodies roll together, and Dallas almost doesn't hear Tim when he speaks; "Eat me. I want you to."

"What?" Dallas freezes, pushing his upper body up to look down at Tim with shock; "No. I'm not gonna eat ya Shep, I promised, remember?" He feels a little desperate and off-balance to see absolutely nothing in dark blue eyes; no remorse, no grief, no hesitation.

"I'm gonna fuckin' die either way, if ya ever had any semblance of care fer me then do me this last favor; Eat me so I can die knowing it wasn't all a waste."

Dallas is still reeling, the idea of having Tim inside him like that a siren song that has him swallowing thickly, damn near drooling at the thought. Tim's hand comes up and lands on the back of Dallas's neck to pull him down again, rocking his hips to pull Dallas deeper as he shoves his face back into the younger's neck; "This one last favor, yeah?"

Who was Dallas to deny him?

And you rip my Ribcage Open and Devour What's Truly Yours and our Screaming Joins in Unison; I cry out to the Lord. - @hintonchallenge snakeoil ship, "Together in Death" cannibalism

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Why do you always mention Tim when talking about Dallas?

Because I've tied them together by wrapping the (suspiciously barbed wire shaped) red string of fate around their necks. Obviously.

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What's the sexuality of all of your blorbos?

Oh boy, this was fun! Mmm look at all those blorbo tags

Tim Shepard - asexual, demisexual and/or reciprosexual (not aromantic but incapable of experiencing any form of deep emotional relationship due to ASPD)

Dallas Winston - pansexual

Angela Shepard - bisexual

Curly Shepard - straight

Mark Jennings - aromantic straight (ASPD)

Spot Conlon - gay

Jack Kelly - bisexual

N - aromantic and asexual, very interested by the concept and enthusiastic about elliciting reactions but doesn't like to be touched that way himself (unrelated but headcanoned as intersex, PAIS)

Cynthia - aromantic and pansexual

Weasel/Jack Hammer - straight (occasionally written with ASPD)

Technoblade - aromantic and asexual

Scourge - asexual and gay

JayFeather - sex repulsed asexual

YellowFang - straight

Arthur Morgan - pansexual

Charles Smith - pansexual

Javier Escuella - straight, but bendy in some situations

Sadie Adler - pansexual

Ian Malcom - bisexual

Henry Wu - bisexual

Thomas Shelby - straight

Polly Shelby - straight

Jaskier de Lettenhove - pansexual

Gwaine - pansexual

Merlin - gay

Zuko - asexual

June - bisexual

Azula - aromantic, lesbian (occasionally written with ASPD)

Dagur the Deranged - whatever the fuck he feels like being in the moment

Sans - undefined, asexual because he's literally a skeleton

Newt S - gay

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Here's some art one of my lovely commentors made for the Soc!Curtis universe back in March!

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Tim, eleven, carrying groceries. Angela, six, holding on eof his sleeves jumping over sidewalk cracks. Curly, also six, ten feet ahead poking roadkill with a stick.

Curly gasping and scrambling down to touch the dead possum, ignoring Angela shouting ew and Tim snapping not to touch it, and then running up to shove a baby possum into Tim's face.

How Barf was aquired.