#tmi personal post

[bunnyseahorse-blog]

I did a big girl grown up thing, and messaged my doc asking if I could get a referral to a tummy doc

Have been so scared that they will make me eat gluten again to confirm the celiac, or scope me a rude way, but TMI my tummy is sick every day all day. I gave up gluten and dairy. I am trying. I am always sick. I want my tummy to stop hurting, so yes, I will be a good big girl and face my doctor fears.

this is not normal.... I hate it. and I hate that most people don't accept talking about these things. Worried I will get too thirsty and end up sick on my lithium, cause that's a thing.

Wish me luck I guess?

[inspiringahealthylife]

Some of the meals I’ve enjoyed over the last few months on my WW purple plan.

Been working hard on continued journey to better health. I love old and new recipes.

[bookofbrujeria]

A few weeks ago I had two different encounters with two butterflies. The yellow butterfly found me in my garden after I’d watered. It flittered about and landed in the flowers in front of me. It lingered for the longest time.

Later that week, I was in the canyon walking near a creek and saw the black butterfly walking around for several minutes before it flew off. It was a magical moment.

I decided to dedicate a page to them in my BOS notebook. I outlined/painted using black glitter glue on wax paper. Then added the colors in. It made a sort of stained glass affect.

I also added a couple pages to help me sleep. I found them online and printed them on sticker paper.

[bookofbrujeria]

I have been working on a meditation spread for several days. I started by creating an ink-blot type page for visual meditation. I didn’t like it, so I added more paint and re-blotted it. Now I turn the book and look at it from different directions and see different images as I prepare to meditate.

I then created a pamphlet of sorts and added images I found online. I also added the meditation I started doing last year during covid/isolation. I have the meditation pretty well memorized, but have added a few things here and there so now I read through it before I meditate.

I am pretty happy with how this turned out.

Quick disclaimer: The meditation includes the steps of another meditation I found. I have added my own things to it. I can’t remember where I heard/saw the original meditation. I’ve adopted it and made it my own.

[bookofbrujeria]

I was listening to a recent podcast episode of HEX positive and created a page on scapegoat poppets based on what I learned in that episode. This is my BOS notebook.

(HEX Positive ep. 17 - Hex-scuse Me!)

[luminlizzy]

Happy to see progress in the garden. Colder-happy plants are still doing well. I got 6 ever bearing strawberry starters into the garden.

[bookofbrujeria]

The sweet stray kittie I would love to adopt if I wasn’t so allergic. Also, my huskies see fluff and wanna play, but they are rough players and cats are smart to be weiry.

She comes over twice a day for food, warmth and loves, which we willingly give.

[kazchester]

today is the day I usually go to Mr. S'  house, but uhh I also wanna put my pjs now and blog from the bed. but but on the other hand, life affirming sex would be nice. and I'm gonna regret it all week if I don't go. #life choices are hard