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just like the sea on a stormy day, the two parts of me fight in every way, as the balance is out of whack, and all I want is to go back, to the days that were filled with sun, where the two parts of me, were one.

journal, page 16

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lil fruit stores make me happy

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I’m lying in bed, listening to the rain patter against the window and I can’t help think something’s wrong. But how can anything be wrong? I have an amazing family, friends and am lucky enough to have shelter, food and receive and education; but somethings up. The past few days my emotions how been like a rollercoaster and at 10:45pm, I have only just figured out why. I’m home sick. My family and I have recently moved homes as we sold our house and are staying in a temporary place until we move into a permanent one. Temporary (3months) isn’t as bad as it sounds, my mum has worked her butt off to get us a place for three months that will allow us to have a dog. The more I think about it the more thankful I am for my parents; as well as for our pure determination about not wanting to leave our dog, Ginger. The home sick feeling has left me questioning myself yet again and has motivated me to reevaluate my goals; but it also challenges me. The more I think about it, the more I realise how I’m going out of my comfort zone and doing something that could potentially change my life. I feel so many different emotions and it has gotten me nervous. Anyways now I need to ride to the gym, so let’s hope I feel better in the morning and can drag my butt out of bed to kick start my Monday xx

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I don’t depend on others for happiness, or depend on a relationships to feel “whole”. But I am craving that feeling of awe. I’ve met so many wonder people in my life in the past year that I’ve just clicked with, some I see all the time; others I hardly see but I don’t forget that feeling. Every time I hear these people speak about something they are passionate about, I am over come with this feeling again because I can relate and its as if they’ve taken the words right out of my mouth. However, I want that feeling of awe to be in a relationship - I connect with these people - but I want to connect with someone who understands what I believe and who has the same beliefs. If I can feel this with people I’m not attracted to. I can only imagine the feeling of being attracted to a guy and being continuously flooded with that feeling of awe and man it gets me excited.

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hey guys so I kinda wanted to share this with you, since it is important and some of you might be able to relate. Ever since going vegan my skin started to get bad (I assumed it was just the transition phase and my body was detoxing) but it continued on for over 7 months. It is something I'm self conscious about and I guess I felt like why should I have bad skin? I eat 99.8% clean, I exercise regularly (although I could do more), I don't touch my face?? I didn't get what was going on like seriously your face to the first thing people see. I didn't want people to see the outside and assume it was unhealthy and even turn people off veganism. BUT I'm so excited because we've spoken to this lady in Sydney who is sending up and vegan cruelty free skincare range. So I thought I would use it and tell you all how it works because from what I gathered my skin doesn't work well with natural products (yes it did help clear it up) but it wasn't removing the layers of skin that needed to be. I'm really hoping this helps because I'll be able to start doing more videos, you'll see more of me on Insta and ahh my excitement levels are through the roof! xx

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