#trans pain

[blairhatesyou]

hhhi just . wondering , are u confortable n making tips for permapain ? if not , its okay and thanks for reading , if yes , could u please do it ? thx

PERMAPAIN TIPS !!!

note ; i wont and cant rec u to hurt urself or cause urself pemapain but i can give euphoria tips and tips for social transision <3

1 . focus on whatever pre existing pain u may have in ur body . fhis can help because thinking about it can sometimes make it feel worse

2 . complain to friends , family , ect that ur feeling achey or maybe cant go somewhere . socially transisioning helps alot

3 . take time off 2 rest , ur in pain ;c u deserve rest

4. electrolite drinks , pwp has chronic pain and i drink alot of water and whatnot because it helps

5 . long walks , this can make u feel extra achey . dont over do it but working out in general can cause aches and need for extra rest .

6 . make ur room the perfect resting spot , as someone whos always in pain my room is easily accessable and comfy .

7 . using ice or heating pads to help ur pain !

8 . looking into symptoms of chronic pain and / or ways to help it . remember to be respectful of beings with cis chronic pain though !

oke dokie thas all i have

[godwishiwasreal]

I don’t hate my body, some days I do, but now when I face the mirror, a place where disgust used to be so common, confusion is all that remains. I know the person starring back at me should be me but all I see is someone else, I don’t know whose body that is, I know it’s not mine. It never will be. The worst part? I’ll never get to see what my body is supposed to be, I’ll never not know the feeling of being someone else

[verbalwish]

“My mother worked fifteen hours five days a week,

My mother worked sixteen hours six days a week,

My mother worked seventeen hours seven days a week,”

[hopexdieslast]

They said that love me - but then they can't accept the fact that I am their son, no daughter.

[xinsanity3]

me because what the hell do you mean being myself is still illegal in 64 countries

[a-thread-of-green]

So this isn't going to be pithy or clever or a bit or a story or really anything like the rest of my posts; I just want to write what I feel and put it out into the world. And what I feel, at this very moment, is joy. Every day, it seems, my body becomes more feminine; it's a slow change but every tiny bit of it feels so fundamentally right. I'm becoming the person I've always wanted to be, even though I was too scared to admit I even wanted this body and life up until just last year. And going out in public is just wonderful. Did you know that women just give each other compliments, even if they don't know each other? I mean, I guess I knew it in theory, but I never imagined that a random woman at the dollar store would just out of nowhere say, "Oh my God, I love your dress!" to me. It's simply incredible. And I can cry now! Starting at around thirteen (i.e. bad puberty's beginning) I felt a desperate need to cry sometimes but couldn't manage anything besides a sort of awkward heavy breathing, as though my body refused to acknowledge what my mind was going through. But now my body and mind are in perfect synch, and emotions flow through me like never before.

But all that joy and expression and the simple feeling of rightness, I have to put it aside eight hours a day while I present male at work. I wear loose clothes to hide the changes in my body and speak in a voice I wish I could forget. I'm so much less productive because I can't help but spend free moments checking my transfemme Discords, reminding myself that there's a community out there who knows me for who I really am, not this sad little body forced to play out an obsolete role and routine. Somewhere early in my transition I heard some other pre-transition transfemme make the point that crossdressing for her wasn't putting on women's clothes, but men's. And I thought, Okay, I see how that's technically true, but that's not how it feels, at least for me. Now it's different. Now my life as a woman has become reality at last, and being a man is just this recurring nightmare. A nightmare I'll be spending the next few days in too: I'm taking a trip with my parents this weekend, and I promised to present male the whole time for their sake.

It's not the end of the world. I'll survive it, and I've got a plan in place to be out to eveybody and living as a woman 24/7 within a month. Still, it's just so strange: my life has gotten so much better that what used to be normal has become torture.

[cryptidwithaninternetconnection]

My shorts are too short I want to cry

gIVE ME MY JEANS PLEASE I DONT CARE ABOIT HEATSTROKE

[vergeofinsanity]

why does no one talks about the pain of being trans hand having a younger sibling who is the same gender as you. they are what you always wanted to be and has the experiences you never got. you see your lost life in them and you hate them for it. you cant see them without jealousy coursing through you. they are ur lil kiddo, ur supposed to love them unconditionally. yet you hate them despite yourself...