#tw personal

[amywritesthings]

well, I didn't get the raise at work that was promised to me last year and it was cited "I should be grateful I didn't get laid off" so I guess that's where my mental health is rn

[mantcdea]

Hey everyone. I really hate to make this post but I am going to go on a bit of a hiatus, I will 100% reply to all the threads, starters and inbox things once I feel better, I promise. Real life is just a bit hectic right now and long story short, these past couple of weeks my mental health has been all over the place. Writing with everyone here does help, but at the moment I just can't seem to focus enough to write. I'm sorry. I do want to write with my lovely mutuals but irl things happen. Please take care of yourselves and I will see you soon! 💚

[deliriously-donna]

I have been so unbelievably stressed and anxious all day for irl reasons which don’t really matter here and everything has resolved in a good way and now I’m dealing with the comedown headache of a lifetime.

Like I didn’t know how tense I was until it suddenly released and I nearly fucking cried.

[pomnieranians]

genuinely don’t know what’s wrong with me today, but I’ve been just crying and having melt downs for hours . I can’t figure out why, I don’t know what’s wron and.I can’t figure out what started it. chronic pain, stress, autism? i don’t know

[ikamigami]

Okay don't beat me up for this but I hc that Spamton has religious psychosis.

He's relationship with phone caller wasn't normal.

Also this

Guys! Spamton lost his mind indeed. He was slowly losing it as the phone caller was driving him more and more insane.

He could be just religious.. but it doesn't seem normal to me as a religious person myself.

And as someone who experiences hallucinations and had psychotic episode Spamton reads to me as someone who has some type of psychosis.

[welcometothevoidmychild]

whew tonight was a fucking doozyyy

[zorosdimples-archived]

being (mostly) offline for the past few days has been positive. i got a decent start on packing, and today i was able to travel and be with lucy as she passed on. i’m not ready to return, yet. in the meantime i’m sending you all my love; i hope everyone is doing well.

[villciny]

UPDATES!

Unsurprisingly, I owe lots of stuff!

Currently going through a lot in my personal life. Work has been more demanding than usual (weird, huh?) and I’ve taken on the role of caretaker to an elderly, chronically ill loved one once again. So my brain isn’t entirely here (I don’t think it’s been here for a hot second lmao). I can’t promise much right now, especially this week, but if we get through it with little to no hiccups, I can finally stop holding my breath, that’s for sure! Maybe I’ll have time to think about other things.

Just wanted everybody to know where I’m at! I’m backlogged on dms, ones here and on disco. If you’re patiently (🙇🏻‍♀️) waiting for a reply, just know that I see it and will try to reply once the dust settles!