At first, Felix is completely oblivious to these weird and confusing thoughts that he’s been having about you. He knows he wants to spend more time with you, that he feels protective of you and responsible for your safety; he knows that the warmth you make him feel is like nothing he’s ever experienced before. But what the heck does it all mean? Eventually, Demetri is forced to step in and explain the painfully obvious to Felix. Afterwards, Felix is glued to you even more so than before, like your second shadow.
The urgency in Felix’s march quickened as he spied you approaching from down the hallway; god, he couldn’t even describe the way he had longed for you in his week-long absence. It was as if the lack of you had plagued his waking nightmares. Felix stepped forward and wrapped his large arm around your smaller frame, pulling you tightly against him so as to feel your soft warmth, to feel the beat of your heart against his still chest. At the first chance he had, he would beseech Aro to never force you to leave his side again; so long as you were next to him and he could be assured of your safety, he would be satisfied. He pressed his face into your neck. “I’m home. I won’t leave you again.”
Demetri
Oh, he’s ecstatic. While Demetri is flirty and provocative by nature, he's been waiting centuries for the one special person that will settle alongside him. A part of him always craved the comfort and stability of having a mate, having someone to confide in and be vulnerable with. If vampires do in fact have souls, then to Demetri you are and always will be the other half of his.
He whisked you into his arms, not even the slightest dash of attention to give to the other banquet attendees twirling around the two of you. They were nothing compared to the light of your beauty glimmering in the ballroom. With one arm around your waist to press you tightly against him and the other to hold your hand within his, Demetri spun the two of you in circle after circle, delighting in the way your laugh lit up your face. He leaned down without the slightest hiccup in step and pressed his cheek against yours, his lips to your ear as he inhaled your sweet scent. So, so sweet. “My light,” he cooed softly. “I so look forward to sweeping you off your feet both tonight and every eternal night hereafter…”
Jane
Denial. It will take time and patience, and a lot of it, before Jane comes to terms with these newfound feelings. In the beginning, expect some snide comments meant to deter you or coldness that she hopes pushes you away. When that doesn’t work, she’ll attempt to flee from her feelings. Anytime you walk into the room, she’s already halfway out the door. Eventually, she begrudgingly relents against these attempts at forced repression; the pull she feels towards you is just too strong to run from forever.
The moment her keen eyes narrowed in on you coming in her direction from the opposite end of the long hallway, Jane was swiveling on her heel and heading right back the other way. It didn’t matter if you called out to her or rushed faster towards her; she was gone in a matter of seconds. She tried to ignore the churn of her gut and the way her feet chastised her back in your direction. Hell, the kings themselves might not have even been able to turn her back your way. Jane was like a magnet completely repelled against your pole of force. The closer you got, the farther she pushed herself away… But that didn’t stop the pang of regret that stung her as her feet carried her farther and farther away from you.
Alec
Alec takes a cautiously curious approach to these emerging feelings. He isn’t quick to name it, though he doesn’t deny to himself that he’s grown a special interest in you. It’ll start by him asking you small questions about yourself or finding excuses to share space in your presence. He isn’t one to cling, but he’s found that his thoughts are always on you when you’re not around. It drives him a bit mad and also excites him in a way. Not that he’ll show it outwardly…
Alec peaked his head through the library doors, careful to remain quieter than silent so as not to alert you to his presence. He could lie and say he was there for a book, for important matters entrusted to him by Aro, but he didn’t want that. What he wanted was to watch you. He wanted to not only see what you spent your time reading but also to observe the way you softly bit your lip when you were deep in thought, or the way you hid your mouth behind the palm of your hand when a particular passage entranced you. No, it was simply an impossibility for him to drag his prying eyes off of you for even a moment, so he hoped you would stay entranced forever…
As much as I hate Stephanie Meyers I catch myself thinking about Twilight and how much I love it because its trash
At the same time some of the concepts could have been so beautiful if it wasn't some of... the other writing that was so prominent
I sit and think of how sad Jane makes me. She was a created monster. She was so young. So easily to manipulate. In so much pain. Extremely traumatized. Everything about her is so sad.
Summary: Jane from the Volturi Guard was one of the most notorious weapons of the powerful vampire clan. Proves useless in the fight against the Cullen. An incident that hits the blonde vampire hard to her own surprise. It hits her so hard that for centuries she felt again what she never wanted to feel again. Pain. A pain that only her love could somehow make up for, right?
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Everyone knew Jane Volturi. Vampires knew of her special gift, perhaps even knew the pain she could inflict.
It had been that way for hundreds of years, hundreds of years of causing pain to vampires, werewolves and humans.
Pain over pain, she had long forgotten her own pain, how the flames surrounded her and the redeeming bite.
All that was in the past and the blonde vampire had since she was with the Volturis finally found a task.
To serve them as a guard and enforcer her ability was one of the most important among the Volturi.
She was the guard her master Aro called to bring an enemy to the ground.
But in all that time, in all that time, she had gained something else. Love.
Found in another guard who came along and could anticipate the attacks of others.
In Jane's eyes it was the nefariousness, the devotion in the execution and how she could avoid the pain. She was everything to the blonde and to her heart Jane was everything.
They were a duo they had powers that just seemed unstoppable. The two vampiresses were buddies.
Jane herself had turned the two needed each other in an infinite life.
An infinite life in which they had each other.
At least this was true up to the point when the Volturi found themselves in a fight with the Cullens who would not give up a wanted vampire.
Jane, Alec, Y/n and Felix would have won against all of them, killing the small group that consisted of Emmet, Esme, and Alice. If Bella had not joined them, they could have won.
She shielded the abilities of Alec and Jane, a fact that put the Volturi at a disadvantage.
"It's not working" Jane muttered, her eyes wandering over the group, but none of them gave in, none of them turned in pain.
"Different then" Felix replied and started to rush at the others while Alec followed and Jane was behind them.
After a short moment of thinking, "You will hand him to us" they heard Alec say, trying to get the law passed.
While Bella kept the shield up, Y/n also used her powers on the others.
They all dodged the attacks of the Cullens and did more than well, but it was especially Jane who was not up to the task.
The blonde, despite the support of her friend, let herself be hit more and more. Felix fought with Emmet and got along more than well against the younger.
There was no stronger and better fighter than the guard of the volturi. Alec took on Esme and there too the volturi seemed to take over.
The vampire was agile but Alec was faster. The advantages of the blood drinker were clear.
Faster, stronger and more agile. Bella fought her against part Y/n the two opposites.
One the shield and the other the anticipation of attacks.
Two powerful talents that helped the group in their own way.
Only Jane and Alice seemed to be in a completely unbalanced relationship. The blonde of the two only dodged and still seemed to be hit very hard by the fact that she was no help.
That her strength was no help when it mattered.
That she was of no use to the Volturi.
That the fight itself was almost abnormal for her. She had relied on her powers for so long that the sheer act of fighting seemed almost abnormal.
Her movements were too uncertain, too slow, and fear appeared in her red eyes from time to time. Especially when Alice seemed to realize what the blonde had, she seemed sure of her victory.
Y/n felt the painful tingles go through her body as Jane was hit over and over again.
Even though she cared about Bella, she knew it was only a matter of time here.
She saw the uncertainty rise in the young vampire's eyes as she dodged her attacks over and over again. Bella couldn't get her hands on her and had to take it herself.
This has to end, she thought as she looked around.
She saw how the Cullens were backing away more and more, unable to fight the Volturi.
All but one.
"Stop it! Or I'll rip her head off!" Alice suddenly shouted and the vampires stopped moving.
Some of them, especially the Cullens, were relieved and the Volturi were tense. "Let's leave with him and nothing will happen to her" Esme said and Alec gave her a warning look, the red of his eyes meeting her golden ones.
Jane's heart looked at her other peers and saw the anger in Felix's eyes, who knew that for the first time they could not finish a task. "Go...now" said Y/n and let go of Bella in one swift movement hasttee to Jane who was let go by Alice and supported her.
In the blink of an eye, the Cullens were gone and the Volturi were left behind.
Left behind was the group, the guard of vampire herders who had failed their task. "Are you all right?" asked her firm friend, still holding her.
She was afraid that her body had more serious injuries than the ones that were visible.
But Felix didn't seem pleased at all, with a last disparaging look he disappeared and Alec seemed to give his sisters a quietly comforting look. "I'm fine," Jane hissed angrily and pushed her friend away harder than she ever had.
Before she even began to walk away from the square back to Volterra fully aware of her failure. "Let me help you," she muttered before heading off to Volterra herself.
She knew that Jane had never had a defeat, that the pain she herself had suffered was one of the reasons for her refusal.
But the worst was yet to come. The disappointment and the warning of Aro that he gave them.
The disappointment about their failure to catch the traitor, that they could not enforce the law. The warning that he would not tolerate another failure.
All the while, Y/n saw Jane looking down, her hand wrapped around her arm, squeezing tighter and tighter. She was inflicting pain on herself, the feeling she hated the most.
Which was overcome by the love for her heart. But with the departure of the main hall, the guards retreated.
It was only a few moments later when she heard crashing and loud noises from the room of her love.
Sounds that made her feel uneasy, knowing that Jane had her emotions under control.
Just tell me what's on your mind Jane she said worriedly as she walked out of her own room.
The young vampire went to Jane's room, knocked on the door and entered.
As soon as she entered, she dodged several pieces of destroyed furniture that Jane threw around in a fit of rage.
She had never seen her love so upset.
She had always kept herself under control, she knew Jane and yet it hurt to see her so upset.
The robe she liked to wear lay torn scattered around the room and the dark blouse and the dark red dress on her body was.
Clothes that her heart knew when they were together enjoyed infinity. "Jane?" she asked cautiously and saw the older woman stop in her movement.
The dresser she held in her hands fell to the floor with a crash as the blonde leaned almost helplessly against the stone wall and slid down it.
The power seemed to leave her, which was actually not possible, "Go away," she said under her breath, hiding her face in her hands.
It reminded her of a child who didn't know what to do, who had never learned to deal with failure. "I know it's hard" she started and slowly walked towards Jane but the blonde only shook her head, "No you don't!" while Jane seemed to make herself even smaller as Y/n approached her and slowly crouched in front of her.
Her cold hands slid to Jane's and took them from her face.
To her pain and horror she saw bloody tears running down Jane's cheeks.
The pale blue skin only seemed to have a greater contrast and she seemed even more dead.
She offered her immortal existence, "I-I should have done something" she said murmbled slowly, revealing her pain and making herself vulnerable.
Something she would never do, she had always been afraid to show emotions and when she did it was joy when she could inflict pain on others.
But now everything seemed different. "I...was useless, my power was worth nothing" she said and more bloody tears ran down her cheeks as she was slowly embraced by her love.
She told her that everything would be fine. She tried to take away her pain. "You are worth all infinity to me Jane, I am here for you" she said and pulled her closer.
She tried to take away her pain and knew that Aro's words had hit the blonde hard. "But for him-Aro...I let him down" it came slowly over her lips as the blonde slowly calmed down. The love she felt, the support, the unbreakable bond between them gave her what she needed.
Slowly she took Jane's face in her hands and wiped away her tears. Kissed the bloody spots and took it upon herself to organize blood for their love as soon as possible.
Stroked her cheek lovingly something that seemed almost surreal between the two immortal beings.
In the building where you would least expect love. "You did not disappoint him. It's Bella we have to take out...I won't leave you, I'll protect you through anything. You never have to feel pain again" she murmured showing her the plan the only way the Voolturi could continue to exercise the right.
She saw how the red eyes of the blonde slowly closed again the emotions had come back under control.
The superiority returned to her gaze and she slowly stood up. The hand of her beloved enclosed and she was again the Jane she knew.
But she would love all of Jane's sides as Jane loved everything about her. "Call the others, we're going on a hunt" she ordered before getting a new coat and her heart went out to the other guards.
A mission led by Jane, knowing that if it failed again, loss and death awaited the Volturi. But this risk they took.
The entire guard, except for a few who remained in Volterra to protect the three, set out.
Jane was in the lead and her lover at her side. It was a battle of forceful power, a battle that Alice did not see coming, because that love between Jane and Y/n did not seem to enter into her gift.
It was an attack with success at the end of which the Cullen Clun was wiped out. At the end of which Jane was again the strongest weapon of the Volturi. She got back the respect of Aro.
The love between her and her heart never seemed so strong. In the end Jane was protected by Y/n. They finally had infinity again without fear and worry. They were finally everything again.
You know what always confused me in twilight? The whole ‘no kids’ rule, because I get it, they can’t control themselves but like… Jane, right?? She is about 12-13 years old. 12-13 years old are crazy, what the fuck?? Why are they allowed? I was childish as fuck when I was 12 and would have killed everyone who made me cry if I was a vampire?? Do they just get a pass because of Aro’s weird hoarder tendencies?
I have a request.. if that's okay. I am really interested in these more than two people relationships, polyamory. I haven't really seen any black girl/chubby, curvy OCS or readers in stories related to twilight. I was thinking the reader is mated to the witch twins and feels VERY insecure and wonders what they see so attractive about her? (tbh a part of me couldn't decide if i wanted the volturi or the cullens to be her mates I'MALOT, but that's a lot of work so i am going with them) thank you
Ok so it’s been forever since you requested ( and I’m sorry it has I’ve been having the WORST block when it came to this request, so hope you didn’t mind but I went the headcanon route )
But I totally agree! I’m mixed actually (more white passing) and heavier than normal girls. So I try to keep as little references to body type and skin as I can!
Also the witch twins have been aged to 18 and not being biologically related (bc I’m not a minor and was ✨ uncomfortable ✨ with the idea of being mated towards two people who are related. Hope you don’t mind the two minor adjustments.
Your relationship with Jane and Alec were two very different relationships
Alec was a physical lover, soft kisses in the dining room. Slow dancing at three am, just to dance. Always touching somewhere on you at all times.
Jane wasn’t a physical lover, however she was an emotional one. Roses decorating your floor. Letters in calligraphy expressing her adoration for you. Playing songs on pianos for you.
Now with having the nice balance from them, there was complications.
Where Jane was able to express how beautiful she thought you to be, Alec lacked words.
Where Alec was able to kiss you, to hold you and pick you up, Jane lacked the passion he held.
“Do you really think I’m pretty?” You asked one day, just out of the blue.
Jane was on one end of the couch, reading some new book. Alec on the other, scrolling through the laptop the Volturri had given him, you in a rocking chair in the corner.
This how you three pretty much spent your days.
“Of course we do.” Jane answered plainly, for both her and Alec.
“I don’t know why you two would.” You shook your head. “The only thing you feel is the cosmic attraction.”
“You wouldn’t look twice at me if we weren’t tied in the way we are.”
“Of course we would Mia Cara.” Alec looked up from his lap top. “We do love you.”
“What of this? You seemed so happy for the past year?” Jane put her book down, crossing one leg over the other.
“There’s so many other prettier and thinner girls. You wouldnt have looked at me twice in a group of people.”
“That’s nonsense. Even if the mate ordeal didn’t exist. It would’ve been our goal to at least make you one of ours.” Alec said closing the laptop.
