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Heartstrings

Soobin x Reader

Warnings: sadness ; unworthiness

Soobin moves in with you unexpectedly. Going through his own problems with himself- you are there to help him out.

Fluff + angst

~♡

Soobin was sitting on the floor. His knees were deep in his chest, his arms hung on his sides, picking at the ugly dark green carpet. He looked at his hand picking at the carpet and kept at that motion.

He was looking down, both literally and emotionally.

What was his usual cute self had turned into a stranger. His eyes had been replaced with dark circles. His eyes were puffy, a feeling he invited with open arms now.

Feeling sad was his new job. It was terrible really. He actually lost his job, he stopped clocking in, Soobin assumed he was fired since he had no way of contact with anyone.

His phone was deep in the Han River, and he didn't have a home anymore. How his phone ended up in the river was a long story. But since he lost his job money got cut short quickly so he moved in with you, y/n, one of his friends.

You weren't close, like, at all.

You met Soobin in college, before he had dropped out. Soobin was very chill. And you simply liked chill people. But the only time you both interacted was when you were in a group.

So when Soobin called you asking for help, you were confused (which is a given), but you helped.

And now he's kind of like a depressed freeloader in your house who sleeps on your love seat. It's funny really, he's too tall so his legs dangle over the seat. You felt bad but the apartment was small so you could only fit a love seat.

okay now back to the present.

"Ahhh my fucking keys-ugh- ". You reached down onto the ground in front of the door to get your keys. Then you quickly open the door quietly. 'Hopefully soobin was asleep- and if he was I hope I didn't wake him...' you thought. But then you make eye contact with him. Your eyebrows immediately drooped down. "Oh....oh soobin..." you set your keys on the end table nearby, then you reach for soobins face as you bend down to his level. "Don't look at me like that y/n.." He avoided your eye contact. His tears were dried and his face was entirely flushed, he looked so exhausted.

Then, as if you were his mother, you pulled his hair back so you could see his eyes better. "You look exhausted..." you continued to stare at him, a pout forming on your lips. He gave you a weak smile. You honestly weren't even sure if it was a smile at first. "How was work?" He asked. you scoffed at him and stood back up. How dare he try to switch the conversation now? "You're sleeping in my bed tonight, you look so tired...that couch isn't helping, is it?" You asked. You reached your hands out to him and grabbed his hands. He reacted immediately, gripping onto yours and lifting himself up. He instantly towered over you. It somewhat intimidated you, forgetting about his height. "Yeah...its shit..." He chuckled meekly. You held onto his hands still, rubbing small circles. He led himself into your bedroom.

Usually when he was like this, you would sleep with him platonically. You didn't make it a habit, but it's slowly turning into one.

He let go of your hand once the door to your bedroom opened. And then, in the spam of what was 1 millisecond, his shirt was off. This was normal, of course, but it was almost as if he'd waited for this. Did he wait for you to allow him in your bed?

He then jumped onto the bed with his face buried in the pillow. The scent of you invaded his every nerve. You smelled nice, he couldn't pinpoint the exact scent, but he loved it. It was just soothing for him. Your scent on the pillows could've lulled him straight into dream land. But he was still awake.

"Did you wait for me?" you asked. You made your way to your dresser, taking off your work clothes to get into something more comfortable. Soobin wasn't looking at you, don't worry, he understands the basics of boudries.

"wait for you? pfffffffftttttttt" He could laugh at that, but he was too exhausted. "maybe- yeah, I didn't want you to come home to see me sprawled out on your bed." He buried his face into the pillow. "dat might make you frudaded" you giggled at him.

You crawled into bed beside him. You were wearing a simple concert shirt and sweatpants. You pat the back of his head, massaging into his scalp. "I don't mind if you sleep in here, you don't need to ask me." He groaned at the massage you were giving him. he bounced his head up a bit to give you a sign that he understood.

Your hands eventually gave out and you huffed out, letting your hand fall.

Soobin turns to face you. "I'm sorry that I'm kinda- ya know..." He looked away from your worried gaze. "It's just getting harder, you know? I've been trying..." He started to fumble with the blanket. He went silent so you held his hand- urging him to continue. he looked back up to you, greeted by the most warmest smile. He felt so safe around you, he swore he was home almost. "i-ive been trying to go on walks- like you said...and I felt pathetic-i-i-i..." He began crying. He tears slid down his cheeks onto the pillow. his sniffles had become more heavy. he sat up as to avoid 'ruining your pillow' he thought. You joined him and immediately held both his hands, in response he buries his face into your neck- to hide. It was hard, eye contact, for soobin it was so hard. Hiding was the only way to get him to actually speak now. "shh soobin...you're amazing, you know? I'm proud you went on that walk...you're so awesome soobin..." your hand reached up to his back, stroking him delicately. "I just felt off...everyone-no- everything will...well you know h-how I-" his sob breaks his sentence and he only buries himself deeper in your neck. You pulled him closer to you, both of your bodies completely enveloped eachothers. Soobin could only hear your compliments. He loved compliments. You gave him so many each and everyday and yet his heart still flutters at every single one. "we can talk more about it another time if you want soob...you need to sleep." He didn't respond, he couldn't. so he simply lays back down- covering his face with his bare arm. you poke at his stomach playfully and he smiles- genuinely smiles. "th-thanks..." He mumbles in between breaths. his stomach was cute. he was entirely cute to you. His abs started to die down a bit, but he was still toned. he wore sweatpants too, and now that you were thinking about it, they're the same brand as your current sweatpants you have on.

"can you sleep?" you leaned your head towards him as you asked. "yeah...with you around sleeping becomes much easier..." He smiles, his pearly teeth flashing at you. your heart bounced at his words, and he knew cause he then sent you a playful wink that he quickly regretted. when he winked at you he did a cringy finger gun, which you only responded with silence. you puffed your cheeks out and pretended you were trying not to laugh at his quirkiness. he responded by squirming around and hiding himself under the blanket. "ouuuuy y/n whyyyyyyyyyy" soobin groaned and cried, playfully. You then reached over to him and pulled the sheet off of him. "nooo I'm sorry I'm sorry soobin" you whispered to him.

When you were met with his face he smirked. You didn't know you had gotten so close to him. "why are you staring?" He teased. You rolled your eyes at his playful banter. "with someone as beautiful as you, I'm bound to stare" you smirked back at him. Before he could respond you fell back into your side of the bed.

you turned off the lamp nearby that illuminated the room, leaving a helpless soobin to your side. his thoughts were always scattered, but now it was as if a tornado ran by. he had to have stayed up for like 30 minutes.

You were already snoring away and soobin felt like he was suffocating a bit. He tried to stop his thoughts that were pulling on his heartstrings. Playing the usual melody, soobin listens to it. sleeping then felt natural. by your side, everything felt a little more natural. This realization of his feelings would hit in the morning when he was more alive.

As for now, his heart yearns for more dreams of you.

~♡

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