I keep crying on the inside
Like, just spasms of tears would be falling down my cheeks if I let them, but instead they're inside me
And I'm feeling so unhappy right now
For no reason.
Like, I was just scrolling through my dash, even, and I feel like crying.
I don't even have reasons to be like this. Literally nothing. I'm not worried about exams this week, I'm not worried about my home life, I'm not even worried about this coming weekend. no worries. Hakuna matata and all that. And yet I want to crawl in my bed and cry.
I mean I guess I miss Rachel a lot at a time like this, but that doesn't mean I can cry all over the place because of it.
Best friend where are you I need you you're closer than Rachel and my mom actually likes you come comfort me please.