Your heels clink against the bathroom floor, stumbling across the dirty, white tiles. Your disheveled figure crawls across the dirty mirrors. The white fluorescent bulbs flicker with every shaky step. Snot drips down your nose, salty on your lips, your eyes red and blurry, your face throbbing. You can't breathe.
You stumble to the metal sink, shoving on the facets, smearing red across the metal. The water rushes, and you shove your shaking hands into the stream. Blood. You suck in air through your teeth. There’s so much blood. You frantically rub your hands together, your chest heaving with every breath.
You refuse to look into the mirror, your teeth dig into your bottom lip, wincing as metallic taste floods your senses. You grab soap. You can hear him laughing at you. You scrub your hands, you can feel his rough hands in your hair, and scrub. You can hear his voice, and scrub, swearing he’d kill you next if you tell. You squeeze your eyes close, choking on a sob, your head dropping. You scrub, and scrub, and scrub, and scrub, and—
Your name is shouted.
Your body jumps, knees painfully bumping into the table, your eyes snapping up from your blank phone screen. You swallow thickly, your eyes darting across the small meeting room. Five other sets of eyes stare at you. Ranging from concern, to curious, to anger. You blink, forcing your eyes up to your boss. An older man with greying hair, in a simple black suit, his face red. Your lips part to speak, but he’s already pacing. Wildly waving his hands at you.
"What is with you today?” He stops, shaking his head, his hands shoving onto his hips. “No. This week?” He stops, and he stares at you expectantly, your parted lips shifting into an awkward, forced smile, letting out a breathless laugh. Your eyes drift to your coworkers; none come to your defense. It’s been a week. Five days since then. Your eyes slide down to your phone, then your hands, slowly straightening your posture. Youre in clean clothes. At work. You aren't there anymore. He’s not here to yell at you, to grab at you, to hit you and laugh.
You’re at work.
You breathe out a soft sigh, moving your eyes back to your boss. “I'm sorry..” Your voice is low, a mummer, nothing else comes out. Your boss waits before letting out a frustrated sigh. He waves you off.
“Just…” His shoulders fall. “Just pay attention.” He turns around, and slowly the others do the same. Turning their focus back to the presentation. You try to focus, your eyes scanning the world.
Profit.
Money.
Clients.
Your phone buzzes, and a painful chill rolls down your spine.
You don't look.
Deadlines.
Meetings.
Margins.
Another buzz. Your eyes drift to the screen, tapping it. Messages from an unknown number. You unlock your phone, and the message app opens. Only 3 texts.
‘I’ll see you tonight.’
‘We need to talk.’
‘Answer me.’
Your lips quiver, tapping the text box, typing,
‘Okay.’
He answers immediately.
What is his response?
‘Good.
‘See you later.’
‘Keep your door unlocked.’
‘Great! I'm excited to see you.’
‘Perfect.’
‘Do not try to run.’
‘I’ll meet your there.’
‘We’ll see you later.’
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ー Eiichi Otori
Kissing him felt like a dream, pressing your lips against his was magical. You can feel your heart sing so high when he pulled you in.
"I need to... get closer to you." Eiichi says, blushing slightly.
You know what's coming, and you're ever so happy about it. You close your eyes, putting everything into his hands. You know for a fact he'll take good care of you. Perfection... everything is perfect.
Eiichi holds you by the small of your waist and carefully presses his body against yours. His lips part, he inches closer.
You feel his breath along your lips, nothing could make your heart happier right now.
It's sunset, he took you out for a ride in one of his very nice cars. He wants to impress you, so a nice car would probably do the trick... right?
You look so gorgeous in the sunset, the orange caressing your skin... Eiichi has never felt so in love. Finally, the two of you share your first kiss. Eiichi's lips are ever so soft... you couldn't help but to press harder into that kiss.
Eiichi takes a breath through his nose, still holding the kiss. It felt like forever, but he pulls away a little too soon. You're met with a blush, you made him blush.
"I'm in love with you..." He speaks softly, wanting to kiss you again.
ー Kira Sumeragi
Looking at the moon with Kira was something you never knew you needed. Star and moon gazing, you never thought you would be here.
You're on Kira's lap, nestled into his chest... feeling his warmth. Kira's eyes are ever so focused on you, but you hardly notice. It's a crime, truly.
You're all he wants to look at, you're more beautiful than those stars. Stars last for million upon millions of years... but this moment could end soon... he wants to cherish you.
Your eyes glisten as you feel him get closer to you. His lips brush along your cheek as a blush begins to grow. What's this? He's trying to kiss you.
You may be in his lap but... he wants to kiss you. You've given him kisses on the cheek before, but nothing like this. Kira first presses his lips into your temple. He takes in the smell of your hair... he never wants this to end.
"Let me show you... how much I adore you." Kira whispers, into your ear.
You nod and finally turn your face. He takes it, a kiss. It's fast, you couldn't think before it happened. You do what feels right, you kiss him right back. Your hand brushes through his black locks, you hold him closer.
The stars shine so brightly upon you both, they aluminate your love. Kira holds the kiss then pulls away. He smiles at you sweetly.
"You're truly amazing." He speaks in that low voice of his.
ー Nagi Mikado
Nagi and you have been friends for awhile, but Nagi fell for you hard. He can't help but to think about you all the time! It hurts so much. His face goes red when he thinks about you.
You know this, but you want to see where this goes. Who will confess first? Who will explode first?
Nagi is the one to tell you first.
It's just a simple friend outing, just the two of you shopping. You take turns holding the bags, but in the end you two end up splitting the work.
You're both in the food court, Nagi takes your hands and holds them tightly. He looks deep into your eyes and blushes hard.
"You're too cute! Bwah!! It's unfair how much I like you!" Nagi says with a completely red face.
Before you could think, Nagi strikes! He places a kiss on your lips and holds your hands tighter. Your face heats up fast, you accept the kiss.
It's a quick kiss, nothing too long! But it's enough to leave you both a blushing mess! Nagi can't help but to admire your blushing face, you're just too cute!
"You're mine!" He giggles.
ー Eiji Otori
The both of you are in a botanical garden, with tea that's being served! It's your third date, how wonderful!
Eiji brushes some hair out of your face when you take a sip from your drink. Eiji smiles at you softly, he admires you so much...
The flowers surrounding you both, the sweet smells from the treats that's being served. He adores you, just as much as these flowers.
"You have something, right here." How corny is that line?
Eiji scoots closer to you and brushes some nonexistent crumbs off of your face. He holds you, he presses his lips into yours. Your face goes hot red, a kiss? Already?!
Eiji holds the kiss for feels like forever, he holds your face ever so sweetly. He tilts his head a little then pulls away. Eiji smiles at you, his kind eyes fill your heart up.
You smile at him, feeling yourself heat up within. You can't help but to love every moment of this. Eiji had took the time to get reservations at such a nice place.
"I cherish you, please never let me go." Eiji says in a serious tone, but it's loving.
ー Yamato Hyuga
Yamato is a tricky one, he's a bit shy but he's also assertive. He wants to kiss you so badly, and you two have already been on 10 whole dates! It's unfair how long he's kept you waiting.
It's at night, the two of you are going for a walk. The crisp, cool air calms you right down. Being alone like this with him isn't so bad, you've done it a lot. However, you sense something is different.
Yamato holds your hand tightly as a blush creeps among his face. He wants to do it, and you know it. You know that he wants to kiss you. Yamato holds onto your hand tighter, refusing to let go.
Just as a push, you kiss his cheek and smile at him. You feel how hot his cheek is, and you can't help but to laugh. Yamato goes even more red in the face, why are you doing it first?!
"Huh? That all ya got?" Yamato says.
He turns to you and grabs your chin between his index and thumb. You lock eyes with him, now it is you're turn to get all red faced. You close your eyes, knowing what's coming next.
He kisses you, right then and there. He even holds you so tightly as well. You can't believe this is finally happening! After all this time, you finally get to kiss him.
It's only a quick peck on the lips, he pulls away with a smile, "I got you, Babe."
ー Van Kiryuin
Being with Van is fun! He's a fun guy, and he wants to make you his. Van takes you out, he takes you to a restaurant. The two of you are dining away.
He picks out a cute Ma and Pop shop! He's a regular there, and they even greet him by name. They serve nice noodles and refreshing salads as well.
He gets a beer while you get your own drink of choice. Van and you pick out from the cooler, since it's one of those nice homey like places.
As he pours your drink of choice, he steals a quick kiss on the cheek. You laugh and do the same. Van can't help it but... he messes with your hair a little.
He tucks some strands behind your ear and smiles at you softly. He kisses your cheek once more, teasing you a little bit. He tries to go in for the lips but quickly! Right for the cheek.
Van then laughs and scratched his neck, "Ahaha! You're so sweet, I'm so sorry for teasing you!"
You pout a little bit but... that's what Van loves about you. Your cute face! Along with your personality.
Van pulls you into a kiss, you even hear a gasp from one of the waitstaff! Your eyes go wide as you kiss back. He nearly dips you in your chair but he doesn't. When he pulls away he laughs even more.
"You're a great kisser! I love you so much!"
ーShion Amakusa
You're his muse, and you know it. Shion catches himself gazing at you no matter what you both do. It's sweet of him.
It's unofficial but you two are somewhat dating. You've gone on outings but they're more of dates, really. Shion has a tendency to be shy about these things.
The two of you are out on one of your dates, at a farmer's market. Shion likes this scene, it's peaceful and darling. So many fresh fruits and veggies are there to purchase, along with beautiful artwork too. Shion can't help but to admire everything, he even purchases some wooden art.
As the two of you are walking, you end up dropping something from your bag. As you crouch down to get it... you see Shion do the same thing. Both of your hands meet that item, and you carefully look at one another.
"Be more careful, my friend." He says with a chuckle.
Shion smiles softly, he grabs the item from your hand and carefully gives it to you. However, there's something there. You both can feel it.
Like the stars, the two of you are drawn together. You both lean in, closing the gap between you both. A precious kiss is shared.
It's only a quick one, since the both of you are in public.
Shion blushes and looks away, "Let's continue... yes?"
henloooo :> i'm curious on ur thots... which utapri boys do you think would be the most fun to dom? which ones are well behaved and which ones are the brats? do enlighten me. yap as much as you want ;3
a/n: this is the most fun ask I've had in a while thank you <33 fair warning for my blatant favouritism to show up here though
characters mentioned: otoya ittoki, natsuki shinomiya, cecil aijima, masato hijirikawa, camus, kira sumeragi, eiji otori, and a few more, but only minor mentions
most fun to dom: well, obviously this depends on who's your favourite!! I can imagine (almost) ALL of them being fun to dom, thats why i write for (almost) all of them. everyone has their preference, and the way each utapri boy reacts is different. that being said.. my personal favourites are tokiya and eiichi! they're a bit on the prideful and flirty (?) side, which makes it SO satisfying when they get taken by surprise by something you do.
OBJECTIVELY though, I think the most fun to dom would be otoya, masato, camus, and kira.
otoya has a youthful, energetic sort of energy to him. it makes him so easy to tease and very pouty when you play your cards right with him. I can't help associating petplay and a general puppy vibe when I think of writing him in the bedroom..
masato is VERY pent up. yes, he does loosen up over the years, but he still struggles from time to time. he's the kind of person that thinks he's vanilla, but is in denial about the kinks he likes. reducing the prim and proper masato into a whimpering mess sounds.. very appealing.
camus.. he's interesting. he can either act as a perfect service sub, or the biggest brat anyone has ever seen. maybe he'll switch from one to the other. either way, it's fun to tease him until he breaks his facade. or overstimulate him? whichever you prefer, of course ❤️
kira! we need more HEAVENS content! hes very quiet, and yet sweet and genuine. that does make for a fun combo.. I think his subby charm comes from the fact that when you overstimulate him, he makes the cutest noises that you'd never hear otherwise. his voice is beautiful, it's a shame you don't get to hear it as often. but now, you get to hear his low, rich voice come out shaky and fragile, uncharacteristically whiny just for you.
honorable mention goes to ren, I think he'd be so fun as a sub but I can't place together the words to describe him like that just yet..
well behaved: hmm.. I think that title goes to natsuki, kira, and eiji? I can barely imagine natsuki as a brat most of the time. he's gentle, loving and obedient, just wanting to make you as happy as he is when you're together. eiji and kira are similar, though eiji is more on the shy side, and kira has a mischievous streak.
brats: a lot of them have plenty of brat in them, but ren, cecil, ranmaru (?), and camus takes the trophy. ren is the biggest tease of them all, and honestly I see him as a HUGE switch. cecil is also a brat, but unlike ren, he doesn't do it on purpose. he just naturally acts like that when he's comfortable, whining when he doesn't get what he wants. it's cute sometimes, but other times, he'll probably need some.. punishment.
I saw what being Otoya and Natsuki's partner would be like, but what would being Syo's partner be like? I don't see much Syo content these days and I love x reader fics with him ;w;
I've been stewing on Syo for ages!! I'm glad you've enjoyed the others and I hope you enjoy Syo!
Being Syo's partner would include...
Very clumsy at first. He likes to think he’d be really suave and flirtatious with a partner but in reality, he can hardly form a sentence half the time. Whether it’s because he’s just a nervous boy or because you make him nervous is another matter.
Being part of an idol group and writing his own music, you’d think words of affirmation would be part of his love language. But unlike Renji or Tokiya for example, Syo is more of an act of service guy. He’d help carry shopping bags, hold doors open, proper gentlemanly stuff!
If you wear makeup, expect Syo to either help you out with your own makeup or ask you to help with his. He likes painting his nails black but I like to think he’d paint one nail your favourite colour (especially if it happens to be pink!)
Syo feels like he’d be a movie buff so expect plenty of dates to the cinema. Obviously action movies with Ryuga are his favourite. He’d have animated discussions with you about the film afterwards “Oh my god did you see that backflip in that one scene? Insane!! Wonder if he had a stunt double or the actor did it himself…”
Loves kissing shoulders and necks. Even if you’re taller than him, he’ll go on his tiptoes to reach. His favourite thing to do is wrap his arms around your waist from behind. Whether you’re standing, fixing you both up some lunch or sitting in bed with your back to him. It gives him easy access to kissing your shoulders and making you giggle.
Idk why but he gives me the vibe that he'd intentionally (but discreetly) match outfits with you. At first, it’s not that noticeable and he’d deny you two are matching. But the group would notice it after a few weeks. It starts with colour schemes but would end up with wearing the exact same shirt (his) at the same time.
Protective and overt with you, in public or in private.
i wanted to ask, what if ren and cecil had an s/o who’s neurodivergent (specifically audhd) who’s extremely hyperfixated on formula 1
i’ve been hyperfixated on formula one for almost half a year already…
Hi friend, thank you for your patience! I had to do a fair bit of research (specifically for formula 1). But thank you for giving me a request that gives me some things to look into! And thank you for the Utapri ask :D Hope you enjoy!
Ren-
Rich boy Ren would be fascinated with F1. He gives the vibes that it’s a low key interest though. Like he’ll know different facts, he’ll know all the lingo and such but no one would know except those very close to him. So a partner who likes F1 would be fantastic!
If your birthday fell during the season, guess who’s getting tickets? But not just tickets, they’d be in a cute lil box, surrounded by your favourite sweets, some merch with the ticket or they’d be in a plastic wallet hidden inside of a cake.
He’d be eager to do an idol based photoshoot around F1. Like modelling some of the outfits or as if he’s part of the pit crew. Do except a few shirtless pics in the mix too (especially done for you)
Ren would want to stick closer to home so would likely take you to any races in the season held in Japan or possibly somewhere like South Korea. Would absolutely book a private booth with the best view to watch the race. Nothing but the best for his girl.
AuDHD isn’t a new concept for him. I headcanon Masato is autistic and Otoya has ADHD so he would know how to deal with meltdowns/shutdowns or any other issues that may occur. And you bet your ass he’d be calm and discreet about it (taking you somewhere quiet if meltdowns occur, asking the right questions to get what you need, holding you tight if you need pressure, etc.)
Defo would carry around noise cancelling headphones. Both because he just prefers those to normal headphones but also in case you need them to help calm down when shutdowns/meltdowns occur.
Cecil-
Unlike Ren, he has little experience with those with ADHD/autism. Outside of Otoya, he doesn’t have much of a framework for what to expect when being with someone with either or both. He will more than happily learn though and just needs some guidance on what to do!
However, like Ren, he comes from a rich background so he’d definitely be able to treat you to tickets and a private booth during the season.
He’s not as interested in F1, gives me the vibe he’s more interested in football or baseball as a sport. However he’d love and support you all the same! More than happy to learn the lingo, the drivers, etc.
He’d be eager to host F1 in Agnapolis so he can take you to his home. He’d be eager to almost make it a holiday
He will panic slightly when a meltdown/shutdown occurs but he will get himself together and put your needs first and foremost
A bonus for both of them: Martin Brundle would not know who either of these boys are. But he’d hear the whisperings of a famous Japanese idol and their S/O at the race. He would absolutely try to get an interview with them! So expect to be stopped Martin to answer some questions!
utapri HEAVENS Eichi would greatly benefit from being a sub imo. He'd be so eager to please and it would do him some good to have his brain shut up for once. How about his s/o pegging him for the first time and he gets into subspace where he's just begging and wanting to be praised?
a/n: anon how's it feel to make me brainrot over this idea for an hour or two and then reread his wiki twice. I <3 glasses characters
- poor guy feels like he has the weight of the world on his shoulders sometimes, being the older brother, leader, and the oldest of HEAVENS.
- on top of all that, his father pressures him so much all the damn time.
- and every single day for him is packed full of decisions, decisions, and more decisions.
- all poor eiichi needs is a break, y'know?
- hes so worried about what people think about him, about all the negative things he could do. if you praise him, even just a little bit, he'll get dizzy with happiness.
- he wants more and more of it. greedy.
- which is why you're drowning him in praises, petting his fluffy brown hair in the most soothing way possible.
- He's shaking a bit, which is a perfectly normal reaction to your partner being so deep inside you. you stay still for a little while, waiting for him to stop panting. you're not even moving yet, how's he gonna deal with what's to come?
- yeah he can barely take it.
- as soon as he gives his okay, and you start moving, he's trying to hide his face and sounds. usually he's so shameless, but right now, he's still a bit guarded.
- just for you though, it's easy to break through eiichi's walls.
- leaning down to whisper in his ear, you give him praise after praise, softening his walls (but hardening something else if you know what I mean)
- he lets out little whines at your words, jumbled begging mixed in. maybe he's begging for more of your sweet words, but you can barely tell what he's saying now. it's all interrupted with gasps and jolts caused by your thrusts in him, and with every movement, he gets higher and higher pitched.
- "you're so good for me aren't you?"
- he just melts at that, body going limp
- you're telling the truth, really, because every time you push his body into another position, eiichi does his best to move in the way you want him to. maybe he doesn't even realise he's doing it, which makes it all the more cuter.
- his eyes are foggy and shiny, and all that's coming out of his mouth is your name and lots of whimpered out "please"es
-all he's thinking is how good you feel inside him and even better, how good it feels for you to praise him.
- "pretty, you're so pretty, and doing so well for me. so good, and you deserve it all."
- you don't have to even fuck him that hard, he'll come just because you're saying all these things to him
