#whatever idk

[cybervom1t]

babydoll~

[w0rmsmeatofme]

you'll get what you want and you'll get what you deserve

[arlo-maintenanceman]

Has this one been done

[here-we-go-now-on-the-offense]

hey guys

and this

okay bye

[irrevocablecondition]

something about how ilya’s “boring” works with shane’s discomfort.

ilya saying boring to mean safe. always the same, always there. reliable, dependable. in a game where your life can switch in an instant with a win or a loss or a trade or an injury? shane hollander is boring. reliable. dependable. always there. ilya’s “boring” meaning safe, shane giving him space to exist simply as he is without the chaos of his family and his reputation. “boring” with a fridge of ginger ale and prepped food.

shane being uncomfortable with ilya. shane needing to be told to “ask nicely”. shane hesistating in the las vegas scene. ilya’s “need what?” in the las vegas scene. shane asking twice “should we talk first”? ilya holding shane’s face to make him look at him. ilya making shane uncomfortable in the most comforting way, pushing him out of this perfectly crafted life he’s had and showing him how freeing it is to just Exist. shane being able to feel discomfort around ilya with the “is still okay?” “is okay?” “is good?” because despite the discomfort and newness of it all, shane is Safe.

something about how ilya’s “boring” means safe and shane’s discomfort means safe. something about how “boring” is new to ilya and discomfort is new to shane. something about how they balance each other out so fucking well they could never be bored. something about how the newness of ilya being safe and shane being free is so fucking comfortable. just. just them. just them, always. please.

[afr1natic]

bunch of stuff

[blooddrawnpatient]

petplay but im a scared trembling baby puppy that you found on the side of the road